rouble in my Mind that I have Had Ever
Since, it was all of the Sperrits I Tooke w^h made me Go On at such
a Rate w^h was always (beg to Assure y^r most resp^e house) the
Case Since my birth when I took Sperrits never so little Since I
had the Meazles when I was 3 Years Old as I Well Recollect and hope
it will be Born in Mind what is Often Said, and I'm Sure I've read
it Somewhere Else that People that Is Drunk Always speaks the
_Direct Contrarywise_ of their True and Real Thoughts. (w^h am
Certain never was any Thing Truer in my case) so as I get the Money
or What not, do whatever you Like w^h are quite welcome to Do if
you please, and No questions Asked, don't Mind saying by The Way It
shall Be As Good as L200 note in The way of your resp^e House if I
Get the Estate of w^h am much in Want of. Mr. Gamon (w^h is the
most Upright gent that ever I came across in All my Life) will tell
you that I Was Quite Cut up when he came After me in that kind Way
and told him Then how I loved y^r Respect^e House and would do all
In My power to Serve You, which see if I Don't, I was in Such a
rage with that Fellow (He's only in a _Situation_ in Tottenham C^t
Road) Huckaback which is his true name it was an _oudacious_ thing,
and have given him such a Precious Good hiding last Night as you
never saw when on his Bendid Knees He asked the pardon of your
Respectable House, say^g nothing of Me w^h w^d not allow because I
said I would Not Forgive Him because he had not injured me: But
you, w^h I wonder at his _Impudence_ in Calling on Professional
Gents like you, if I get the Estate shall never cease to Think well
of you and mean While how full of Trouble I am _Often Thinking Of
Death_ which is the End of Every Thing And then in that Case who
will the Property Go to Seeing I Leave never a Brother or Sister
Behind me. And Therefore Them That w^d Get it I Feel Sure of w^d
Not do So well by you (if You will Only believe Me) So Gents. This
is All at present That I will Make so Bold to trouble you With
About my Unhappy Affairs Only to say That am _used_ most
Intolerably Bad now In The Shop quite Tyranicall And Mr. Tag-Rag as
Set Them All Against Me and I shall Never Get Another Situat^n for
want of a Char^r which he will give me say^g noth^g at Present of
the Sort of Victules