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e face. The sight of her tears made Simon's own eyes burn. Friar Mathieu stood up, leaning heavily on his stick. He took Simon's arm, whispered a good-bye to Rachel, and drew Simon out of the room. Silently they went back up to the top-floor loggia. Simon seethed and churned, his mind full of confusion and pain. They sat together on a bench in the deepening twilight. The sun was down and the sky over the distant hills was copper-colored. "How clumsy I was," Simon said. "She will tell us nothing now." "You learned quite a bit," said Friar Mathieu, "if you think about what she told you." "I know this much," said Simon. "I have been a fool. Sophia has been lying to me." "Everyone in love is a fool, Simon. The more in love, the more they want to believe whatever the beloved tells them. Only a man or woman in love with God can be a fool without risk." From the distant walls of Viterbo, the guards called the hours to one another. Their long-drawn cries echoed against the stone building fronts. "What did you mean, think about what she told me?" Friar Mathieu sighed. "Rachel said that Sophia told her after they left Orvieto she would not _have_ to stay with Tilia Caballo anymore. Rachel was not at Caballo's of her own free will. And you may have noticed that when I suggested that Sophia sent her there, she did not deny it." Simon felt another rush of anger at Friar Mathieu for trying to make him believe evil of Sophia. "Are you saying that Sophia forced that girl into a brothel? Father, Sophia is too much of an innocent to be a party to anything like that." But he remembered that moment of deepest intimacy they had shared last autumn outside Perugia, the moment he had delighted in reliving thousands of times. She had surprised him with the suddenness of her passion, with the swift, sure way she had guided him into taking her and had taken pleasure from him. Of course, he had thought, she would know what to do. She had been married. But surely a chaste widow who had known only one man in her life would have shown some hesitation, some timidity, some inner struggle? Simon felt rage building up within him. He hated these doubts. He wanted to lash out at someone. Friar Mathieu's voice came to him again, mild but inexorable. "Rachel said she asked Sophia to take her _back_ to Ugolini's. Rachel must have lived at Ugolini's when she first came to Orvieto. If you say that Sophia could not have been the one
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