looking at Gerrard's sword-belt as if she had never seen one quite like
it before.
"I did not venture--it is only your kindness that makes you think of it,"
he stammered.
"Perhaps you would rather not have it?" She raised her eyes for an
instant and looked at him bravely. "My very best wishes--to you."
"_Bus, bus!_" shouted James Antony from the foot of the steps. "Don't be
all day binding ladies' favours on your helm, Gerrard, my boy. Get it
over; it ain't as bad as it looks."
He ran up the steps again, and his great hand descended heavily on
Gerrard's shoulder, and Gerrard, thrilled through by the glance Honour
had turned upon him, and with all his preconceived ideas shattered and
clashing under the impact of a wholly new thought, must perforce allow
himself to be hurried away, vaguely aware that Mrs Jardine, baulked of
her expected sensation, was apostrophizing the acting-Resident as a
"naughty man!" At the foot of the steps he turned suddenly. One word
with Honour, even in Mrs Jardine's hearing, and his doubts would be
resolved for ever. But James Antony fairly dragged him on.
"No looking back now, my dear fellow. You must make me your messenger if
you have anything to say. Do you forget that they are waiting for you at
the _ghat_?"
Gerrard mounted his pony reluctantly, then looked eagerly round.
Honour's face might end his doubts as easily as her voice. But she was
not to be seen; Mrs Jardine was nodding and smiling alone in the
verandah, rather to the disgust of Mrs Antony, who was dimly visible in
the doorway of the drawing-room. Gerrard could not detect the form
crouched behind her spreading skirts, the face peering under her falling
sleeve, and once again doubt attained mastery over his mind. If Honour
had meant really to rebuke him for his backwardness, then was he indeed
the most blessed of men, but perhaps she was only mildly chaffing
Charteris's friend. It was not like her, but could one moment at parting
give the lie to the experience, the settled certainty, of weeks of close
intercourse? And she had not cared to wait to see him ride away!
During the river voyage, despite the ample opportunity he enjoyed for
forming definite conclusions, Gerrard remained balanced between two
contradictory opinions, and he was still much tumbled up and down in his
mind when he landed and fell into the eminently bracing company of
Charteris. British troops and siege-guns--not now to be spared fro
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