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ought my friendship, or manifested for me the least regard. When I was but a child, and you first visited our family, I was attracted towards you, less by your gentle manners than your strong, controlling will. Had you shown as much interest in me as you did in Helen, you might have had a wondrous influence on my character. You might have saved me from that which is destroying me. But it is all past. You slighted me, and lavished all your care on Helen. Every one cared for Helen more than me, and my heart grew colder and colder to her and all who loved her. What I have since felt, and why I have felt it for others, God only knows. Others! Why should I say others? There never was but one--and that one, the false felon, whom I once believed an angel of light. And he, even he has thrown my heart back bleeding at my feet, for the love he bears to Helen." "Which Helen values not," said the young doctor, half in assertion and half in interrogation. "No, no," she replied, "a counter influence has saved her from the misery and shame." Mittie paused, clasped her hands together, and pressed them tightly on her bosom. "Oh!" she exclaimed, "it is no metaphor, when they talk of arrows piercing the breast. I feel them here." Her countenance expressed physical suffering as well as mental agony. She shivered with cold one moment, the next glowed with feverish heat. Arthur took off his cloak, and folded it round her, and she offered no resistance. She was sinking into that passive state, which often succeeds too high-wrought emotion. "You are very kind," said she, "but _you_ will suffer." "No--I am accustomed to brave the elements. But if you think I suffer, let us hasten to a warmer region. Give me your hand." Firmly grasping it, he extinguished the lamp, and in total darkness they left the cell, groped through the long, narrow passage, down the winding stairs, at the foot of which was the jailer's room. Arthur was familiar with this gloomy dwelling, so often had he visited it on errands of mercy and compassion. It was not the first time he had been entrusted with the key of the cells, though he suspected that it would be the last. The keeper, only half awakened, received the key, locked his own door, and went back to his bed, muttering that "there were not many men to be trusted, but the young doctor was one." When Arthur and Mittie emerged from the dark prison-house into the clear, still moonlight, (for the moo
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