enty-third Psalm satisfy us more and
more as life advances, and as we realise that He is not our Shepherd
only, but the chief Shepherd of the whole flock, and that He has yet
other sheep whom He is looking for, and whom He will teach to hear His
voice amid the babel tongues of the world. It is a comfort to me to
feel that He has no private blessings for me apart from the rest of the
family--that we are one in Him, and that each blessing unites us not
only to the Head of the family, but to all the brothers within it.
I suppose at first it is hard to realise the unseen world for long
together. But gradually that world {151} dominates our being, and
interprets the world we see, and makes all life intelligible and well
worth the living.
_To H. J. B._
Hotel Belvedere, St. Moritz: December 16, 1901.
I feel a new man now in this fresh mountain air. If I always lived
here I might be good for something. What a parable of life! If we
could live in the higher world and breathe in its air, what strong,
healthy men we should be! I stayed a night once with Westcott, and it
seemed to me that he lived and moved and had his being in a higher
region, to which I now and then came as a stranger, and he could see
habitually, what I sometimes saw, the way of God in human life. I am
sure we are meant to have our home in that higher world, and that we
only see life sanely, steadily, and in its true proportions, when we
view it from that vantage ground. I have always been thankful that I
spent that night with Westcott, and thereby gained, not simply fresh
inspiration, but a radically new revelation of human life and its
possibilities. It gave me an insight into the dignity and the destiny
of our common human nature.
You have never been long absent from my thoughts, and at last I have
had time and strength to begin to pray for you as I could wish. It is
the only way in which I can show my gratitude to you. I don't
understand much about prayer, but I think of that strange, bold parable
of the unrighteous judge and the widow, and I take my stand on that. I
shall {152} not be content until your true self is formed; and I think
that God must be very ready to answer the prayer, however imperfect its
form may be, of one who loves another more than he can understand. I
like St Paul's words: _teknia mou ous odino mechris ou morphothe
Christos en humin_. Only I wish I were not such a worm myself.
However, the thought of you c
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