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f the last flickers of his occasional mild mirth. "To think that was just what I came out to prevent!" She took it up but to reply. "You don't regard him then as safe?" "I was just going to ask you how in that respect you regard Madame de Vionnet." She looked at him a little. "What woman was EVER safe? She told me," she added--and it was as if at the touch of the connexion--"of your extraordinary meeting in the country. After that a quoi se fier?" "It was, as an accident, in all the possible or impossible chapter," Strether conceded, "amazing enough. But still, but still--!" "But still she didn't mind?" "She doesn't mind anything." "Well, then, as you don't either, we may all sink to rest!" He appeared to agree with her, but he had his reservation. "I do mind Chad's disappearance." "Oh you'll get him back. But now you know," she said, "why I went to Mentone." He had sufficiently let her see that he had by this time gathered things together, but there was nature in her wish to make them clearer still. "I didn't want you to put it to me." "To put it to you--?" "The question of what you were at last--a week ago--to see for yourself. I didn't want to have to lie for her. I felt that to be too much for me. A man of course is always expected to do it--to do it, I mean, for a woman; but not a woman for another woman; unless perhaps on the tit-for-tat principle, as an indirect way of protecting herself. I don't need protection, so that I was free to 'funk' you--simply to dodge your test. The responsibility was too much for me. I gained time, and when I came back the need of a test had blown over." Strether thought of it serenely. "Yes; when you came back little Bilham had shown me what's expected of a gentleman. Little Bilham had lied like one." "And like what you believed him?" "Well," said Strether, "it was but a technical lie--he classed the attachment as virtuous. That was a view for which there was much to be said--and the virtue came out for me hugely There was of course a great deal of it. I got it full in the face, and I haven't, you see, done with it yet." "What I see, what I saw," Maria returned, "is that you dressed up even the virtue. You were wonderful--you were beautiful, as I've had the honour of telling you before; but, if you wish really to know," she sadly confessed, "I never quite knew WHERE you were. There were moments," she explained, "when you struck me
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