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ckpier." "And I have been longing to have you. Mamma would have asked you to stay with us before, only we had the house full. Can't you come now?" "You will see that I shall not be allowed. It is of no use to think about it!" said the girl, with a sigh. "Here, let us get out of this broad path, or she may yet come after us--persuade Mrs. Charnock Poynsett it is too cold to stand about--anything to break up a tete-a-tete." Jenny saw she really was in absolute fear of pursuit; but hardly yet understood the nervous haste to turn into a not very inviting side- path, veiled by the trees, whose wet leaves were falling. "Do you mind the damp?" asked the girl, anxiously. "No, not at all; but--" "You don't know what it is never to feel free, but be like a French girl, always watched--at least whenever I am with any one I care to speak to." "Are you quite sure it is not imagination?" "O, Joanna, don't be like all the rest, blinded by her! You knew her always!" "Only from below. I am four years younger; you know dear Emily was my contemporary." "Dear Emily! I miss her more now than even at Rockpier. But you, who were her friend, and knew Camilla of old, I know you can help me as no one else can." Jenny returned a caress; and Eleonora spoke on. "You know I was only eight years old when Camilla married, and I had scarcely seen her till she came to us at Rockpier, on Lord Tyrrell's death, and then she was most delightful. I thought her like mother and sister both in one, even more tender than dear Emily. How could I have thought so for a moment? But she enchanted everybody. Clergy, ladies, and all came under the spell; and I can't get advice from any of them--even from Miss Coles--you remember her?" "Your governess? How nice she was!" "Emily and I owed everything to her! She was as near being a mother to us as any one could be; and Camilla could not say enough of gratitude, or show esteem enough, and fascinated her like all the rest of us; but she never rested till she had got her off to a situation in Russia. I did not perceive the game at the time, but I see now how all the proposals for situations within reach of me were quashed." "But you write to her?" "Yes; but as soon as I showed any of my troubles she reproved me for self-will and wanting to judge for myself, and not submit to my sister. That's the way with all at Rockpier. Camilla has gone about pitying me to them for h
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