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rove too low; and besides, he was not immortal." "It is the same. He was wide of the mark, as I am. Tell me, countess, are your wits always so ready?" "You, at least, will always find them so," she answered, bitterly. "You are unkind. You stab my vanity, as you have pierced my heart." At this speech Hedwig raised her eyebrows and stared at him in silence. Any other man would have taken the chilling rebuke and left her. Benoni put on a sad expression. "You used not to hate me as you do now," he said. "That is true. I hated you formerly because I hated you." "And now?" asked Benoni, with a short laugh. "I hate you now because I loathe you." She uttered this singular saying indifferently, as being part of her daily thoughts. "You have the courage of your opinions, countess," he replied, with a very bitter smile. "Yes? It is only the courage a woman need have." There was a pause, during which Benoni puffed much smoke and stroked his white moustache. Hedwig turned over the leaves of her book, as though hinting to him to go. But he had no idea of that. A man who will not go because a woman loathes him will certainly not leave her for a hint. "Countess," he began again, at last, "will you listen to me?" "I suppose I must. I presume my father has left you here to insult me at your noble leisure." "Ah, countess, dear countess,"--she shrank away from him,--"you should know me better than to believe me capable of anything so monstrous. I insult you? Gracious heaven! I, who adore you; who worship the holy ground whereon you tread; who would preserve the precious air you have breathed in vessels of virgin crystal; who would give a drop of my blood for every word you vouchsafe me, kind or cruel,--I, who look on you as the only divinity in this desolate heathen world, who reverence you and do you daily homage, who adore you--" "You manifest your adoration in a singular manner, sir," said Hedwig, interrupting him with something of her father's severity. "I show it as best I can," the old scoundrel pleaded, working himself into a passion of words. "My life, my fortune, my name, my honour,--I cast them at your feet. For you I will be a hermit, a saint, dwelling in solitary places and doing good works; or I will brave every danger the narrow earth holds, by sea and land, for you. What? Am I decrepit, or bent, or misshapen, that my white hair should cry out against me? Am I hideous, or doting, or half-witt
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