FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   >>  
up everything for you, take me away. If you like, take me as a toy, but let me be near you until you break me." "You will have no regrets?" "Not one"! she said, letting him read her eyes, whose golden tint was pure and clear. "Am I the favored one?" said Henri to himself. If he suspected the truth, he was ready at that time to pardon the offence in view of a love so single minded. "I shall soon see," he thought. If Paquita owed him no account of the past, yet the least recollection of it became in his eyes a crime. He had therefore the sombre strength to withhold a portion of his thought, to study her, even while abandoning himself to the most enticing pleasures that ever peri descended from the skies had devised for her beloved. Paquita seemed to have been created for love by a particular effort of nature. In a night her feminine genius had made the most rapid progress. Whatever might be the power of this young man, and his indifference in the matter of pleasures, in spite of his satiety of the previous night, he found in the girl with the golden eyes that seraglio which a loving woman knows how to create and which a man never refuses. Paquita responded to that passion which is felt by all really great men for the infinite--that mysterious passion so dramatically expressed in Faust, so poetically translated in Manfred, and which urged Don Juan to search the heart of women, in his hope to find there that limitless thought in pursuit of which so many hunters after spectres have started, which wise men think to discover in science, and which mystics find in God alone. The hope of possessing at last the ideal being with whom the struggle could be constant and tireless ravished De Marsay, who, for the first time for long, opened his heart. His nerves expanded, his coldness was dissipated in the atmosphere of that ardent soul, his hard and fast theories melted away, and happiness colored his existence to the tint of the rose and white boudoir. Experiencing the sting of a higher pleasure, he was carried beyond the limits within which he had hitherto confined passion. He would not be surpassed by this girl, whom a somewhat artificial love had formed all ready for the needs of his soul, and then he found in that vanity which urges a man to be in all things a victor, strength enough to tame the girl; but, at the same time, urged beyond that line where the soul is mistress over herself, he lost himself in these delicio
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   >>  



Top keywords:

Paquita

 

thought

 
passion
 

pleasures

 
strength
 

golden

 

translated

 
limitless
 

pursuit

 

poetically


ravished

 

Marsay

 

tireless

 
constant
 

struggle

 

hunters

 
started
 

search

 

spectres

 

mystics


science
 

discover

 
Manfred
 
possessing
 

colored

 
formed
 

vanity

 

artificial

 

confined

 

hitherto


surpassed

 

things

 

victor

 
delicio
 

mistress

 

limits

 

atmosphere

 

dissipated

 

ardent

 

coldness


expanded

 

opened

 
nerves
 

theories

 

melted

 

Experiencing

 

higher

 

pleasure

 

carried

 
boudoir