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rl scarcely spoke; Deal approved his silence. He felt so intensely for the lad, realized so strongly what he must be feeling--suffering and feeling--that conversation on the subject would have been at that early moment unendurable. But waking during the night, and hearing him stirring, uneasy, and apparently feverish, he went across to the hammock. "You are worrying about it, Carl, and you are not strong enough to stand worry. Look here--I have forgiven you; I would forgive you twice as much. Have you no idea why I brought you down here with me?" "Because you're kind-hearted. And perhaps, too, you thought it would be lonely," answered Carl. "No, I'm not kind-hearted, and I never was lonely in my life. I didn't intend to tell you, but--you _must not_ worry. It is your name, Carl, and--and your blue eyes. I was fond of Eliza." "Fond of Leeza--Leeza Brenner? Then why on earth didn't you marry her?" said Carl, sitting up in his hammock, and trying to see his step-brother's face in the moonlight that came through the chinks in the shutters. Mark's face was in shadow. "She liked some one else better," he said. "Who?" "Never mind. But--yes, I will tell you--Graves." "John Graves? That dunce? No, she didn't." "As it happens, I know she did. But we won't talk about it. I only told you to show you why I cared for you." "_I_ wouldn't care about a girl that didn't care for me," said Carl, still peering curiously through the checkered darkness. The wizened young violin-player fancied himself an omnipotent power among women. But Deal had gone to his bed, and would say no more. Carl had heard something now which deeply astonished him. He had not been much troubled about the lost money; it was not in his nature to be much troubled about money at any time. He was sorry; but what was gone was gone; why waste thought upon it? This he called philosophy. Mark, out of regard for Carl's supposed distress, had forbidden conversation on the subject; but he was not shutting out, as he thought, torrents of shame, remorse, and self-condemnation. Carl kept silence willingly enough; but, even if the bar had been removed, he would have had little to say. During the night his head had ached, and he had had some fever; but it was more the effect of the fiery, rank liquor pressed upon him by Schwartz than of remorse. But _now_ he had heard what really interested and aroused him. Mark in love!--hard-working, steady, dull old Mark
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