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er forefathers were just a parcel of adventurers crazed with the lust of gold, and with no sense of any future beyond the present." Isabel leaned forward eagerly. "You have been thinking about San Francisco!" she exclaimed, triumphantly. "The old Otis blood is beginning to wake up! Hooray!" Gwynne laughed outright, and for the first time without resentment; he was tired of having California "rammed down his throat." Isabel's eyes were dancing with so purely youthful and feminine a triumph that he could not but feel indulgent. "I am growing reconciled to my lot. Here I am and here I remain." "Yes, you are much happier," said Isabel, softly. She half closed her eyes and looked a trifle older. "It worried me dreadfully at first to know that you were unhappy, and that it was my fault." "Unhappy!" exclaimed Gwynne, reddening haughtily. "I have not been mooning about like a homesick ass--" "Oh, your outside was as tranquil as your pride demanded--and it was splendid! But I couldn't help knowing--feeling. A thousand little things appeal so directly to a woman's intuitions." "Indeed! I am delighted to learn that you possess the common intuitions of a woman." "Am I unwomanly? Masculine?" asked Isabel, anxiously. "Not in the ordinary sense; but you are much too strong. No woman should be as strong--as, well--as psychically independent as you are. It is as flagrant a usurpation of prerogative as a pretty complexion on a man." "I only say one prayer: 'Give me strength. Give me strength.'" "For what, in heaven's name? What use have you for so much strength? You have forsworn matrimony. You disclaim the intention of going forth and entering the great battle of the intellects--having, as you say, no talents. You have isolated yourself from love, so you need no uncommon supply of strength to meet suffering. You will always have money enough, and you appear to have been born with the gift of making it. Even if you elect to be the leader of fashion in San Francisco, your equipment need not be of unadulterated steel. But I cannot fancy why you entertain any such ambition." "That is the least of my ambition--although I intend to become the most notable woman in San Francisco, not only because I must gratify a healthy natural ambition in some way, and because I want my life to have a sufficiency of incident in it, but because it is a part of my general scheme." "What is this precious scheme?" "You would not u
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