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side on the old Panhard? Surely you must have known that? Surely you must have guessed the reason why I always preferred you in the front seat?" "Yes--yes!" she faltered, interrupting me. "I know. I loved you, but I was foolish--very foolish." "Why foolish?" She made no reply, but burst suddenly into tears. Tenderly I placed my arm about her waist. What could I do, save to try and comfort her? In the three years that had passed she had grown into womanhood, and yet she still preserved that sweet girlishness that, in these go-ahead days, is so refreshing and attractive in a woman in her early twenties. In those calm moments in the glorious Sicilian sundown I recollected those days when at seventeen she had admitted her love for me, and we were happy. Visions of that blissful past arose before me--and then the crushing blow I had received prior to our parting. "Vivi, tell me," I whispered at last, "why do you still hold aloof from me?" "Because I--I must." "But why? You surely are now your own mistress?" Her eyes were fixed upon me again very gravely for some moments in silence. Then she answered in a low voice-- "But I can never marry you. It is impossible." "No, I know. There is such a wide difference in our stations," I said regretfully. "No, it is not that. The reason is one that is my own secret," was her answer, as she drew her breath and her little hands clenched themselves. "May I not know it?" "No--never. It--well, it concerns myself alone." "But you still love me, Vivi? You still think of me?" I cried. "Occasionally." And then she turned away in the direction of the hotel. I followed, and grasping her by the hand, repeated my question. "My secret is my own," was all the satisfaction she would give me. And I was forced at last to allow her to walk back to the hotel, and to follow her alone. What was the nature of her secret? If ever a man's heart sank to the depths of despair mine sank at that moment. She had been all the world to me, and, cosmopolitan adventurer that I had now become, I met a thousand bright-eyed _chic_ and attractive women, yet I revered her memory as the one woman who was pure and perfect. I watched her disappear into the green-carpeted hotel-lounge, where an orchestra of mandolinists were playing an air from _La Boheme_. Then I turned away, full of my own sad thoughts, and strolled in the falling twilight beside the grey sea. Just befor
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