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icture of Eve-- MY Eve-- I FLED from the house. THE purpose of my visit claimed not an instant of my thoughts. Nor did Eve. NOR the past. ROSE petals only filled my mind. I LEARNED from a friend that Eve had been drowned years before in the St. Lawrence River-- SHE had left her husband and baby girl for another love. ROSE petals-- ROSE petals everywhere. IN A FIELD A CHILD of three or four was playing in the tall grass among the nodding buttercups and daisies. I watched her as she played. She seemed a fit companion of the flowers, this sweet babe. I longed to feel the touch of her little fingers on my face. But as I advanced to where she was playing I stopped abruptly with the sense of sudden chill. My heart even grew cold. Was I having a vision, was it an intuition of the future--or was this a meaningless phantom! I had been reading of late a modern philosopher whose translator had made much use of that somewhat ghostly word. Perhaps that was what had given rise to this inexplicable thing. For as I stood there watching the child there flashed across my consciousness a changing vision of her destiny. It was terrible. It struck me that it might be better if she could be taken now while innocent and sweet. I caught myself back from the act of judging life and death. I had been the momentary victim of a freakish fancy. I gazed at the child again, and I saw a strange thing, as clearly as I see you now. She, a young woman, was standing amidst scattered wilted flowers, with parted lips and wide horrified eyes. It seemed a land far off, some land under the burning sun. She cried out, a cry of anguish. She was there to hide from herself and tortured by the memory of what she once had been. I saw her again, this time on the sea, still trying to escape from herself, from the tyranny of her lost innocence. And then I saw her in a rapid succession of scenes, again and again--gambling places, drinking,--sometimes listless and distraught--sometimes forced and eager--with wonderful, costly jewels. But they were too heavy. The price of them was weighing upon her soul. THEN a grave, alone under leaden skies of some Northern country. No flowers now, only the moaning wind--the cold rain. I LIFTED the child in my arms and kissed her. INCALCULABLE IT was one of those gray days so frequent in Paris in the late fall. A drizzling rain was
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