icture
of Eve--
MY Eve--
I FLED from the house.
THE purpose of my visit claimed not an instant of my thoughts. Nor did
Eve.
NOR the past.
ROSE petals only filled my mind.
I LEARNED from a friend that Eve had been drowned years before in the
St. Lawrence River--
SHE had left her husband and baby girl for another love.
ROSE petals--
ROSE petals everywhere.
IN A FIELD
A CHILD of three or four was playing in the tall grass among the nodding
buttercups and daisies. I watched her as she played. She seemed a fit
companion of the flowers, this sweet babe. I longed to feel the touch of
her little fingers on my face.
But as I advanced to where she was playing I stopped abruptly
with the sense of sudden chill. My heart even grew cold.
Was I having a vision, was it an intuition of the future--or was
this a meaningless phantom!
I had been reading of late a modern philosopher whose translator
had made much use of that somewhat ghostly word. Perhaps that was what
had given rise to this inexplicable thing. For as I stood there watching
the child there flashed across my consciousness a changing vision of her
destiny.
It was terrible.
It struck me that it might be better if she could be taken now
while innocent and sweet.
I caught myself back from the act of judging life and death.
I had been the momentary victim of a freakish fancy.
I gazed at the child again, and I saw a strange thing, as clearly
as I see you now.
She, a young woman, was standing amidst scattered wilted flowers,
with parted lips and wide horrified eyes. It seemed a land far off, some
land under the burning sun.
She cried out, a cry of anguish. She was there to hide from
herself and tortured by the memory of what she once had been.
I saw her again, this time on the sea, still trying to escape
from herself, from the tyranny of her lost innocence.
And then I saw her in a rapid succession of scenes, again and
again--gambling places, drinking,--sometimes listless and
distraught--sometimes forced and eager--with wonderful, costly jewels.
But they were too heavy. The price of them was weighing upon her soul.
THEN a grave, alone under leaden skies of some Northern country. No
flowers now, only the moaning wind--the cold rain.
I LIFTED the child in my arms and kissed her.
INCALCULABLE
IT was one of those gray days so frequent in Paris in the late fall. A
drizzling rain was
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