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hiness on the one side or the other. It's just a matter of--of our belonging together." It was not in doubt, but with imploring looks of happiness, that she said, "Oh, are you sure we do?" He was glad she could accept his formula. It not only simplified matters, but enabled him to be sincere. The fact that in his own way he was quite sincere rendered him the more grateful to her for not forcing him, or trying to force him, to express himself insincerely. It was almost as if she divined his state of mind. "Words aren't of much use between _us_," he declared, in his appreciation of this attitude on her part. "We're more or less independent of them, don't you think?" She nodded her approval of this sentiment as her eyes followed the action of her fingers in buttoning her gloves. "But I'll tell you what I feel as exactly as I can put it," he went on. "It's that you're essential to me, and I'm essential to you. At least," he subjoined, humbly, "I hope I'm essential to you." She nodded again, her face averted, her eyes still following the movements of her fingers at her wrist. "I can't express it in language very different from that," he stammered, "because--well, because I'm not--not very happy; and the chief thing I feel about you is that you're a kind of--of shelter." He had found the word that explained his state of mind. It was as a shelter that he was seeking her. If there were points of view from which his object was to protect her, there were others from which he needed protection for himself. In desiring her as his wife he was, as it were, fleeing to a refuge. He did desire her as his wife, even though but yesterday he had more violently desired Rosie Fay. The violence was perhaps the secret of his reaction--not that it was reaction so much as the turning of his footsteps toward home. He was homing to her. He was homing to her by an instinct beyond his skill to analyze, though he knew it to be as straight and sure as that of the pigeon to the cote. There was a silence following his use of the word shelter--a silence in which she seemed to envelop him with her deep, luminous regard. The still, remote beauty of the winter woods, the notes of friendly birds, the sweet, wild music of the wind in the tree-tops, accompanied that look, as mystery and incense and organ harmonies go with benedictions. "Oh, Thor, you're wonderful!" was all she could say, when words came to her. "You make me feel as if I co
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