undaunted and determined. I shall never
forget, indeed, the expression he wore: 'twas one of perfect
knightliness--as high and pure and courageous as men might wear,
even in those ancient times when honorable endeavor (by the tales
of John Cather) was a reward sufficient to itself.
I shall never forget: I could not forget.
"Dannie," says he, listlessly, "'tis wonderful warm in here. Cast up
the window, lad."
'Twas not warm. There was no fire; and the weather had changed, and
the wind came in at the open door, running in cold draughts about the
house. 'Twas warm with the light of the lamp, to be sure; 'twas cosey
and grateful in the room: but the entering swirl of wind was cold, and
the emotional situation was such in bleakness and mystery as to make
me shiver.
I opened the window.
"That's good," he sighed. "How's the tide?"
"'Tis the ebb, sir."
"Could ye manage t' see Digger Rock?" he inquired.
The moon, breaking out, disclosed it: 'twas a rock near by, submerged
save at low-tide--I could see it.
"Very good," says he. "Could ye hit it?"
"I've nothing to shy, sir."
"But an you had?" he insisted.
My tutor entered the hall. I heard him go past the door. 'Twas in a
quick, agitated step, not pausing to regard us, but continuing up the
stair to his own room. I wondered why that was.
"Eh, Dannie?" says my uncle.
"I might, sir," I answered.
"Then," says he, "try it with this bottle!"
I cast the bottle.
"That's good," says he. "Ye're a wonderful shot, Dannie. I heared un
go t' smash. That's good; that's _very_ good!"
* * * * *
We sat, my uncle and I, for an hour after that, I fancy, without
managing an exchange: I would address him, but he would not hear,
being sunk most despondently in his great chair by the empty, black
grate, with his eyes fixed in woe-begone musing upon the toes of his
ailing timber; and he would from time to time insinuate an irrelevant
word concerning the fishing, and, with complaint, the bewildering rise
and fall of the price of fish, but the venture upon conversation was
too far removed from the feeling of the moment to engage a reply.
Presently, however, I commanded myself sufficiently to observe him
with an understanding detached from my own bitterness; and I perceived
that he sat hopeless and in fear, as in the days when I was seven,
with his head fallen upon his breast and his eyes grown tragical,
afraid, but now
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