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riddle for many persons: I cannot understand clearly how I conceived him. There was--do not laugh--something more powerful than the author himself, something independent of him. I know only this,--there was no preconceived idea in me then, no "novel with a purpose" in my thought: I wrote naively, as if I myself wondered at what came of it.... Tell me, on your conscience, whether comparison with Bazaroff could be an affront to any one. Don't you perceive yourself that he is the most congenial of all my characters? "A certain fine perfume" is an invention of the reader's; but I am prepared to admit (and have already admitted in print in my "Recollections") that I had no right to give our reactionary mob an opportunity to make of a nickname a name. The author ought to have sacrificed himself to the citizen; and I therefore recognize as justified the estrangement of our youth from me, and all possible reproaches. The question of the time was more important than artistic truth, and I ought to have known this in advance. I have only to say once more, wait for my novel, and, until then, do not be indignant that, in order not to grow unaccustomed to the pen, I write slight insignificant things. Who knows?--perhaps it may yet be given to me to fire the hearts of men. An entertaining writer in the sense of G----wa I shall never be. I would rather be a stupid writer. But now--_basta_! I greet you and press your hand most cordially. IVAN SERGEWITCH TOURGENEFF. Old Songs and Sweet Singers. I cannot sing the old songs now: It is not that I deem them low, But that I have forgotten how They go, wrote Calverley in his delightful drollery about the advances of old age. Nevertheless he made a mistake, for old songs cling tenaciously to the consciousness; and memory, are retained when everything else in heart and mind has been blurred over, and of all the magic mirrors which reflect back our lives for us the most effective is a melody linked to words which moved us in our youth. When an orchestra stops playing its waltzes and mazourkas of the latest fashion and takes up the strains of "Kathleen Mavourneen," "Oft in the Stilly Night," or "Robin Adair," one may readily observe a change come over the older part of the crowd who listen. The familiar air is like a shell murmuring in their ears sweet, far-off, imperishable memories of youth, and that special epoch
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