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took out the effeminate sheet of note-paper, and began to read. Second by second his face changed. The letter was not long; yet before he reached the signature his face had twice flushed scarlet, and twice gone deadly pale. It was a half-hour before his door was opened, after a dozen unanswered knocks, and the room invaded by Nicholas Rubinstein. He beheld his favorite thrown forward across a table, from which an overturned inkstand dripped its contents, unnoticed, to the floor. The new-comer never paused for this; for his eyes had fallen on the letter, crushed in one of Ivan's out-stretched hands; and then he gazed upon the body which he perceived to quiver, from time to time, with half-conscious, reminiscent sobs. CHAPTER XII THE GODS ARRIVE At this unprecedented spectacle Nicholas halted, abruptly, uttering some unintelligible exclamation. And Ivan, deep as he was buried beneath his weight of despair, heard the sound, and reluctantly raised himself, at the same time grasping the letter anew, till the intruder's attention was reattracted by the rustle. "Aha!" said he, softly; laying a gentle hand on the young man's shoulder. "It is thy father that is gone?" "Gone? My father? Where?" muttered Ivan, stupidly. "You are in grief. Is it the death of some one near?" Then, perceiving at last the drift of his friend's sympathy, Ivan burst into a harsh, unpleasant laugh. "Oh yes: it is a death. It is the death of a very ancient vanity of mine: a silly idea that I--that I--had a talent!" Rubinstein's friendly face took on an expression of slow bewilderment, which began presently to soften into a concern whereat, once more, his companion uttered his mirthless laugh. "Oh, I'm not mad, Nicholas Nikolaitch!--You remember my old symphony, and Litoritch's criticism when I sent it up to him?--Well, I was fool enough then not to understand: to go on believing that I--could write music!" "Precisely as you can," returned the other, roughly. Ivan's face quivered--and softened. "No. I will tell thee, my friend! Ten days ago I finished a symphonic poem:--a thing I've been working on for months.--I didn't dare play it to you. I wanted an opinion absolutely unbiassed; so I sent the manuscript to--to Zaremba and--your brother. Well, they gave me what I asked for.--Here's the letter!" and Ivan, stretching his white lips into a smile, tossed the crumpled paper to Rubinstein. That burly man seated himself n
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