. As far as public life is
concerned, there will be no next for me, Madame Goesler."
"That is out of the question," she said. "You are made for public
life."
"Then I shall be untrue to my making, I fear. But to speak plainly--"
"Yes; speak plainly. I want to understand the reality."
"The reality is this. I shall keep my seat to the end of the session,
as I think I may be of use. After that I shall give it up."
"Resign that too?" she said in a tone of chagrin.
"The chances are, I think, that there will be another dissolution. If
they hold their own against Mr. Monk's motion, then they will pass an
Irish Reform Bill. After that I think they must dissolve."
"And you will not come forward again?"
"I cannot afford it."
"Psha! Some five hundred pounds or so!"
"And, besides that, I am well aware that my only chance at my old
profession is to give up all idea of Parliament. The two things are
not compatible for a beginner at the law. I know it now, and have
bought my knowledge by a bitter experience."
"And where will you live?"
"In Dublin, probably."
"And you will do,--will do what?"
"Anything honest in a barrister's way that may be brought to me. I
hope that I may never descend below that."
"You will stand up for all the blackguards, and try to make out that
the thieves did not steal?"
"It may be that that sort of work may come in my way."
"And you will wear a wig and try to look wise?"
"The wig is not universal in Ireland, Madame Goesler."
"And you will wrangle, as though your very soul were in it, for
somebody's twenty pounds?"
"Exactly."
"You have already made a name in the greatest senate in the world,
and have governed other countries larger than your own--"
"No;--I have not done that. I have governed no country.
"I tell you, my friend, that you cannot do it. It is out of the
question. Men may move forward from little work to big work; but they
cannot move back and do little work, when they have had tasks which
were really great. I tell you, Mr. Finn, that the House of Parliament
is the place for you to work in. It is the only place;--that and the
abodes of Ministers. Am not I your friend who tell you this?"
"I know that you are my friend."
"And will you not credit me when I tell you this? What do you fear,
that you should run away? You have no wife;--no children. What is the
coming misfortune that you dread?" She paused a moment as though for
an answer, and he fel
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