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ut a fear,--I loved you so,-- To seek the blessed shelter of your arms. My brain is dizzy, and my senses fail; For God's sake tell me you are glad I came To you--and only you--in my despair." He took her hands, full tenderly, and said,-- His eyes alone embracing her the while,-- "Beloved Gwendolaine, loved far above All women on the earth, loved with a love That words would but conceal, were they essayed, Soul of my soul, and spirit of myself, If I am cold, you know it is in truth A cold that burns more deeply than all fire. Deep-stirred am I that you could trust me so, And you will trust me yet, dear, when I say You must go back to your brave lord, Sir Torm." "Back to Sir Torm!" she said, in a half dream. "O Blessed Virgin, Mother of the Christ! Save me and keep me from the bitter shame Of such humiliation to my soul." "No deed done for the right, my Gwendolaine, Can bring humiliation to a soul. Sir Torm has loved you long and loyally--" "He knows not how to love," she said in scorn. "He knows his way, and in it loves you well; Your wit and beauty are his chiefest pride; He would refuse you nothing you could ask To gratify your pleasure and desire. He brought you from a narrow, hidden lot, To share with you his honours at the court. You will not let all that be wiped away By one swift deed of anger, which Sir Torm Has bitterly repented and bewailed Full long ere this; of that you are right sure, Because you know his loving heart's rebound." "To live with him, Sanpeur, would now be death." "Naught can bring death to immortality But sin,--and life with me, my Gwendolaine, Would be the death of all we hold most high." "Jesu have mercy! Sanpeur casts me off; He does not love me! I have dreamed it all." Sanpeur said almost sternly, "Gwendolaine, Unsay that; it is false! You know full well How far I love you above thought of self; If I half loved you, I would fold you close." "It is unsaid, Sanpeur; but woe is me That I should fall so far from my estate To plead in vain with any man, howe'er He love; where is my pride, my boasted pride?" "'Tis in my heart, if anywhere, my love." "I can not go, Sanpeur. Torm forfeited His right to loyalty by cruelty." "The debt of loyalty is due to self, And we must well fulfil it, Gwendolaine, No matter how another may have failed." A sudden horror crossed her thought,--"Sanpeur; You do not love me less that I have come?" "Ah! my beloved woma
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