FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254  
255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   >>   >|  
tly. Do it openly, before the world,--so that the world may know that each of you desires only what is honestly his own. For myself I tell you fairly that I have no doubt of the truth of what I have told you; but further proof is certainly needed. Had I any doubt I would not propose to tell your mother. As it is I think it will be wrong to keep her longer in the dark." "Does she suspect nothing?" "I do not know. She has more power of self-control than your father. She has not spoken to me ten words since I have been in the house, and in not doing so I have thought that she was right." "My own mother; my dear mother!" "If you ask me my opinion, I think that she does suspect the truth,--very vaguely, with an indefinite feeling that the calamity which weighs so heavily on your father, has come from this source. She, dear lady, is greatly to be pitied. But God has made her of firmer material than your father, and I think that she will bear her sorrow with a higher courage." "And she is to be told also?" "Yes, I think so. I do not see how we can avoid it. If we do not tell her we must attempt to conceal it, and that attempt must needs be futile when we are engaged in making open inquiry on the subject. Your cousin, when he hears of this, will of course be anxious to know what his real prospects are." "Yes, yes. He will be anxious, and determined too." "And then, when all the world will know it, how is your mother to be kept in the dark? And that which she fears and anticipates is as bad, probably, as the actual truth. If my advice be followed nothing will be kept from her." "We are in your hands, I suppose, Mr. Prendergast?" "I can only act as my judgment directs me." "And who is to tell her?" This he asked with a shudder, and almost in a whisper. The very idea of undertaking such a duty seemed almost too much for him. And yet he must undertake a duty almost as terrible; he himself--no one but him--must endure the anguish of repeating this story to Clara Desmond and to the countess. But now the question had reference to his own mother. "And who is to tell her?" he asked. For a moment or two Mr. Prendergast stood silent. He had not hitherto, in so many words, undertaken this task--this that would be the most dreadful of all. But if he did not undertake it, who would? "I suppose that I must do it," at last he said, very gently. "And when?" "As soon as I have told your cousin. I will go down to
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254  
255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

mother

 

father

 

Prendergast

 
suppose
 
undertake
 

anxious

 
cousin
 

suspect

 

attempt

 

directs


shudder
 

advice

 

anticipates

 

determined

 

actual

 
judgment
 

hitherto

 

undertaken

 

silent

 
moment

dreadful

 
gently
 

reference

 

question

 

terrible

 

undertaking

 

Desmond

 
countess
 

endure

 

anguish


repeating

 

whisper

 

control

 

spoken

 

longer

 

thought

 

desires

 

honestly

 

openly

 

fairly


propose

 

needed

 

opinion

 

conceal

 

futile

 

higher

 
courage
 

engaged

 

making

 

subject