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ooked like a statue of sorrow rather than of resignation, but for the big tears which were slowly dropping down her cheeks. Her exquisite beauty looked almost ethereal under the circumstances; and Papa Ravinet, when he saw her, remained fixed by admiration, standing upon the threshold of the open door. But it occurred to him at once that he might be looked upon as a spy, and that his feelings would be sure to be misinterpreted. He coughed, therefore, to give warning, and then stepped in. At the noise he made, Henrietta roused herself. When she saw the old merchant, she said in a faint, feeble voice,-- "Ah! it is you, sir. These kind ladies have told me all. You have saved my life." Then, shaking her head, she added,-- "You have rendered me a sad service, sir." She uttered these words so simply, but in a tone of such harrowing grief, that Papa Ravinet was overcome. "Unhappy child!" he exclaimed, "you do not think of trying it over again?" She made no answer. It was as good as if she had said, Yes. "Why, you must be mad!" said the old man, excited almost beyond control. "Only twenty years old, and give up life! That has never been done before. You are suffering now; but you can hardly imagine what compensation Providence may have in store for you hereafter"-- She interrupted him by a gesture, and said,-- "There was no future for me, sir, when I sought refuge in death." "But"-- "Oh, don't try to convince me, sir! What I did, I had to do. I felt how life was leaving me, and I only wished to shorten the agony. I had not eaten any thing for three days when I lit that charcoal. Even to get the charcoal, I had to risk a falsehood, and cheat the woman who let me have it in credit. And yet God knows I was not wanting in courage. I would have done the coarsest, hardest work cheerfully, joyously. But how did I know how to get work? I asked Mrs. Chevassat a hundred times to obtain employment for me; but she always laughed at me; and, when I begged hard, she said"-- She stopped; and her face became crimson with shame. She dared not repeat what the wife of the concierge had said. But she added in a voice trembling with womanly shame and deep indignation,-- "Ah, that woman is a wicked creature!" The old merchant was probably fully aware of the character of Mrs. Chevassat. He guessed only too readily what kind of advice she had given this poor girl of twenty, who had turned to her for help in her great
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