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He was yet too inexperienced in the ways of the women of the world to even suspect the depth of resentment that could lie in her tortured heart. "I'm awfully glad to see you--awfully," he said, committing the blunder of giving to his voice a note of discreet sympathy. It had been his distressing duty to bring her personally the little baggage of her sentimental voyage--letters, a token or two, several photographs--to witness with clouding eyes the spectacle of her complete breakdown. She drew a little away at his words, straightening up and looking from him. "Have you heard the date of the wedding, Doris's wedding?" she said coldly. It was his time to wince, but he was incapable of returning the feminine attack. "You should know better than I," he said quietly. She looked at him with a perfect simulation of ignorance: "You were rather well interested, weren't you?" "More than that, as you know, Gladys," he said, looking directly in her eyes. A certain look she saw there caused her to make a sudden retreat into banality-- "Do you play?" "Sometimes." Miss Stoughton and others impatient of the role of spectators were organizing tables of auction inside the house. His reason told him that the best thing for him to do would be to join them and show a certain indifference, but the longing, miserable and unreasoning, within him to stay, to be where he could see her, filling his eyes, after all the long vacant summer, was too strong. He hesitated and remained, saying to himself-- "Suppose I am a fool. She'll think I haven't the nerve of a mouse." He wanted to chatter, to laugh at the slightest pretext, to maintain an attitude of light inconsequential amusement, but the attempt failed. He remained moody and taciturn, his eyes irresistibly fastened on the young figure, so free and untamed, reveling in the excitement and hazards of the game, wondering to himself that this girl, who now seemed so calmly steeled against the display of the slightest interest in him, had once swayed against his shoulder, yielding to the enveloping sense of a moonlight night, loneliness and the invisible, inexplicable impulse toward each other. What had come to end all this and how was it possible for her to dissemble the emotion that she must feel, with the knowledge of his eyes steadily and moodily fixed upon her? He was resolved to find a moment's isolation in which to speak to her directly and she just as determined
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