nderstood something of what Miss
Charlotte meant.
"I think, dear, if you just go about quietly, with your eyes open, ready
to give a little help when you see an opportunity, that would be the best
way; then by degrees you will build a little niche for yourself, and get
your own duties; and Anna, instead of resenting your help, will grow to
trust you, and count on you, and be grateful."
"Yes, Cousin Charlotte," agreed Esther, but in a not very enthusiastic
voice. She saw the wisdom of the plan, but it was rather a descent from
the beautiful scheme by which she was to have been the help and comfort of
them all, and she felt she might as well say 'good-bye' at once to the big
aprons and white sleeves which had formed such a delightful feature of her
plans.
"Things never turn out just as we want them to," she sighed, "and they
might so easily if people's tempers were not so tiresome." But at that
point she paused suddenly, and had the grace to blush warmly, though no
one was there to see her.
CHAPTER IX.
"Oh dear!" sighed Esther, dropping wearily into the chair by her bedroom
window. "I _am_ so tired!"
Anna looked up in surprise from her task of bed-making.
"Tired, Miss Esther!" she exclaimed. "Whatever with? You oughtn't to be
tired at this time of day."
"I am though," said Esther, sighing again; "tired of doing nothing,
I suppose. You see, I used to have lots to do at home, and I miss it."
"Did you, missie? Well, I'm thinking if I had a chance to sit still I'd
be only too glad, and not grumble, I know." And Anna thumped a pillow
vigorously.
"I don't think you would," said Esther. "You would soon get tired.
But perhaps you don't like doing housework. I do; I love it."
"Do you really, miss?" said Anna, as though such a taste were past her
comprehension. "Well, you'll have enough to do next week, when your
lessons begin."
"Yes," assented Esther, "but they won't take long; and it's dusting and
tidying, and all that sort of thing that I like. I wish I had a little
house of my very own. I would do all the work in it myself. I'd love to
blacklead a grate, and clean windows, and scrub tables and things--oh,
Anna, do let me help you, or I shall grow homesick and miserable.
Do let me do some dusting for you; I'd love to--will you?"
Anna was quite touched by Esther's piteous appeal; also she herself
detested dusting and 'finicking work,' as she called it.
"Would you really like to,
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