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d left home. I had not been thinking of that, but in spite of everything it had been revealed to me in my dream. Was it a dream, or was it real? Had my spirit travelled home, the spirit that knows no boundary or limits, had I seen a vision of what really existed? Such a thing was without precedent in my experience, and yet why should it not be? Our bodies are not ourselves. We are distinct from the flesh, the bone, the sinew, why then might not the spirit have liberty to go home to its early associations? I could remain in my cabin no longer. I rushed up to the deck, saw two sailors standing at the post of duty. I spoke a word to them, and then went towards the forecastle alone. The night was as still as death, not a ripple could I see on the waters. I looked around me, and all was smooth, placid sea. I looked upwards and saw a cloudless sky, the full moon was almost as bright as the sun itself, so much so that the stars barely showed themselves. Now and then I could hear the gentle lapping of the water against the vessel's side, but beyond that--nothing. I stood alone, minute after minute, thinking. I could not forget my dream, for such I had forced myself to believe it was, when---- What was it I heard? The cry of a woman! A wail of distress! My heart seemed ready to burst; but I listened. Then I heard words. I heard my own name uttered by a woman' voice! And I was alone on a vessel, with nothing but men on board, hundreds of miles from land, and no other vessel near. "Roger! Roger! where are you?" said the voice. I answered not, I could not, for my tongue clave to the roof of my mouth, but eagerly I listened. "Come to me, Roger! Come to me, or they will kill me!" It was Ruth's voice, carried by the power of God to me. I was wanted home. I was sure of it, yet I could make no answer to what I had heard. For years I had forgotten God, but He had not forgotten me. He had revealed Himself in the voice I had heard. He had carried the message of Ruth's heart to me. I was sure now that there was a God in Heaven, and that He was telling me to frustrate evil. Then something told me that all this was fancy, the result of an excited brain. I had been dreaming, and now I fancied I had heard what only existed in a mind half mad. I rushed to one of the sailors. "Did you hear a woman's voice, just now?" I said. "Woman's voice?" said the man, evidently surprised, "why no, sir!"
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