does any body ever think how I got it?" said Lady Ongar, turning
sharply round upon Mrs. Clavering. "You--you--you--do you dare to tell
me what you think of the way in which it became mine? Could you bear it,
if it had become yours after such a fashion? I can not bear it, and I
will not." She was now speaking with so much violence that her sister
was awed into silence, and Mrs. Clavering herself found a difficulty in
answering her.

"Whatever may have been the past," said she, "the question now is how to
do the best for the future."

"I had hoped," continued Lady Ongar, without noticing what was said to
her, "I had hoped to make every thing straight by giving his money to
another. You know to whom I mean, and so does Hermy. I thought, when I
returned, that, bad as I had been, I might still do some good in the
world. But it is as they tell us in the sermons. One can not make good
come out of evil. I have done evil, and nothing but evil has come out of
the evil which I have done. Nothing but evil will come from it. As for
being useful in the world, I know of what use I am! When women hear how
wretched I have been, they will be unwilling to sell themselves as I
did." Then she made her way to the door and left the room, going out
with quiet steps, and closing the lock behind her with a sound.

"I did not know that she was such as that," said Mrs. Clavering.

"Nor did I. She has never spoken in that way before."

"Poor soul! Hermione, you see there are those in the world whose
sufferings are worse than yours."

"I don't know," said Lady Clavering. "She never lost what I have
lost--never."

"She has lost what I am sure you will never lose, her own self-esteem.
But, Hermy, you should be good to her. We must all be good to her. Will
it not be better that you should stay with us for a while--both of you."

"What! here at the park?"

"We will make room for you at the rectory, if you would like it."

"Oh no, I will go away. I shall be better away. I suppose she will not
be like that often, will she?"

"She was much moved just now."

"And what does she mean about her income? She can not be in earnest."

"She is in earnest now."

"And can not it be prevented? Only think--it; after all, she were to
give up her jointure! Mrs. Clavering, you do not think she is mad, do
you?"

Mrs. Clavering said what she could to comfort the elder and weaker
sister on this subject, explaining to her that the Courtons would not be
at