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And no one leads him motherly.' "Then she with dying movements slow Would seem to knit, or seem to sew: 'His feet are bare, he must not go Unshod:' and as her death drew on, 'O little baby,' she would sigh; 'My little child, I cannot die Till I have you to slumber nigh-- You, you to set mine eyes upon.' "When she spake thus, and moaning lay, They said, 'She cannot pass away, So sore she longs:' and as the day Broke on the hills, I left her side. Mourning along this lane I went; Some travelling folk had pitched their tent Up yonder: there a woman, bent With age, sat meanly canopied. "A twelvemonths' child was at her side: 'Whose infant may that be?' I cried. 'His that will own him,' she replied; 'His mother's dead, no worse could be.' 'Since you can give--or else I erred-- See, you are taken at your word,' Quoth I; 'That child is mine; I heard, And own him! Rise, and give him me.' "She rose amazed, but cursed me too; She could not hold such luck for true, But gave him soon, with small ado. I laid him by my Lucy's side: Close to her face that baby crept, And stroked it, and the sweet soul wept; Then, while upon her arm he slept, She passed, for she was satisfied. "I loved her well, I wept her sore, And when her funeral left my door I thought that I should never more Feel any pleasure near me glow; But I have learned, though this I had, 'Tis sometimes natural to be glad, And no man can be always sad Unless he wills to have it so. "Oh, I had heavy nights at first, And daily wakening was the worst: For then my grief arose, and burst Like something fresh upon my head; Yet when less keen it seemed to grow, I was not pleased--I wished to go Mourning adown this vale of woe, For all my life uncomforted. "I grudged myself the lightsome air, That makes man cheerful unaware; When comfort came, I did not care To take it in, to feel it stir: And yet God took with me his plan, And now for my appointed span I think I am a happier man For having wed and wept for her. "Because no natural tie remains, On this small thing I spend my gains; God makes me love him for my pains, And binds me so to wholesome care I would not lose from my past life That happy year, that happy wife! Yet now I wage no useless strife With feelings blithe and debonair. "I have the courage to be gay, Although she lieth lapped away Under the daisies, for I say, 'Thou wouldst be glad if
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