ued Lightbody, without hearing him,
"nothing left--not the slightest, meanest thing left!"
"Dear boy, you must go away."
"Only last night she was sitting here, and I there, reading a book." He
stopped and put forth his hand. "This book!"
"Jack, you must go away for a while."
"What?"
"Go away!"
"Oh, yes, yes. I suppose so. I don't care."
Leaning against the desk, he gazed down at the rug, mentally and
physically inert.
De Gollyer, returning to his nature, said presently: "I say, dear old
fellow, it's awfully delicate, but I should like to be frank, from the
shoulder--out and out, do you mind?"
"What? No."
Seeing that Lightbody had only half listened, De Gollyer spoke with some
hesitation:
"Of course it's devilish impudent. I'll offend you dreadfully. But, I
say, now as a matter of fact, were you really so--so seraphically
happy?"
"What's that?"
"As a matter of fact," said De Gollyer changing his note instantly, "you
were happy, _terrifically_ happy, _always_ happy, weren't you?"
Lightbody was indignant.
"Oh, how can you, at such a moment?"
The new emotion gave him back his physical elasticity. He began to pace
up and down, declaiming at his friend, "I was happy, _ideally_ happy. I
never had a thought, not one, for anything else. I gave her everything.
I did everything she wanted. There never was a word between us. It was
_ideal_"
De Gollyer, somewhat shamefaced, avoiding his angry glance, said
hastily:
"So, so, I was quite wrong. I beg your pardon."
"_Ideally_ happy," continued Lightbody, more insistently. "We had the
same thoughts, the same tastes, we read the same books. She had a mind,
a wonderful mind. It was an _ideal_ union."
"The devil, I may be all wrong," thought De Gollyer to himself. He
crossed his arms, nodded his head, and this time it was with the
profoundest conviction that he repeated:
"You adored her."
"I _adored_ her," said Lightbody, with a ring to his voice. "Not a word
against her, not a word. It was not her fault. I know it's not her
fault."
"You must go away," said De Gollyer, touching him on the shoulder.
"Oh, I must! I couldn't stand it here in this room," said Lightbody
bitterly. His fingers wandered lightly over the familiar objects on the
desk, shrinking from each fiery contact. He sat down. "You're right, I
must get away."
"You're dreadfully hard hit, aren't you?"
"Oh, Jim!"
Lightbody's hand closed over the book and he opened
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