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wasn't myself, then, you ought to have seen that. And when I heard from Caldwell here that you'd joined those anarchists--" "They're no worse than you are--they only want what you've got," she said. He waved this aside. "I couldn't believe it--I wouldn't believe it until somebody saw you walking with one of them to their Headquarters. Why did you do it?" "Because I know how they feel, I sympathize with the strikers, I want them to win--against you!" She lifted her head and looked at him, and in spite of the state of his feelings he felt a twinge of admiration at her defiance. "Because you love me!" he said. "Because I hate you," she answered. And yet a spark of exultation leaped within him at the thought that love had caused this apostasy. He had had that suspicion before, though it was a poor consolation when he could not reach her. Now she had made it vivid. A woman's logic, or lack of logic--her logic. "Listen!" he pleaded. "I tried to forget you--I tried to keep myself going all the time that I mightn't think of you, but I couldn't help thinking of you, wanting you, longing for you. I never knew why you left me, except that you seemed to believe I was unkind to you, and that something had happened. It wasn't my fault--" he pulled himself up abruptly. "I found out what men were like," she said. "A man made my sister a woman of the streets--that's what you've done to me." He winced. And the calmness she had regained, which was so characteristic of her, struck him with a new fear. "I'm not that kind of a man," he said. But she did not answer. His predicament became more trying. "I'll take care of you," he assured her, after a moment. "If you'll only trust me, if you'll only come to me I'll see that no harm comes to you." She regarded him with a sort of wonder--a look that put a fine edge of dignity and scorn to her words when they came. "I told you I didn't want to be taken care of--I wanted to kill you, and kill myself. I don't know why I can't what prevents me." She rose. "But I'm not going to trouble you any more--you'll never hear of me again." She would not trouble him, she was going away, he would never hear of her again! Suddenly, with the surge of relief he experienced, came a pang. He could not let her go--it was impossible. It seemed that he had never understood his need of her, his love for her, until now that he had brought her to this supreme test of self-revelation. She h
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