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RIDGEON [with a sweep of his hand towards the pictures] He is not dead. He is there. [Taking up the book] And there. JENNIFER [springing up with blazing eyes] Put that down. How dare you touch it? Ridgeon, amazed at the fierceness of the outburst, puts it down with a deprecatory shrug. She takes it up and looks at it as if he had profaned a relic. RIDGEON. I am very sorry. I see I had better go. JENNIFER [putting the book down] I beg your pardon. I forgot myself. But it is not yet--it is a private copy. RIDGEON. But for me it would have been a very different book. JENNIFER. But for you it would have been a longer one. RIDGEON. You know then that I killed him? JENNIFER [suddenly moved and softened] Oh, doctor, if you acknowledge that--if you have confessed it to yourself--if you realize what you have done, then there is forgiveness. I trusted in your strength instinctively at first; then I thought I had mistaken callousness for strength. Can you blame me? But if it was really strength--if it was only such a mistake as we all make sometimes--it will make me so happy to be friends with you again. RIDGEON. I tell you I made no mistake. I cured Blenkinsop: was there any mistake there? JENNIFER. He recovered. Oh, dont be foolishly proud, doctor. Confess to a failure, and save our friendship. Remember, Sir Ralph gave Louis your medicine; and it made him worse. RIDGEON. I cant be your friend on false pretences. Something has got me by the throat: the truth must come out. I used that medicine myself on Blenkinsop. It did not make him worse. It is a dangerous medicine: it cured Blenkinsop: it killed Louis Dubedat. When I handle it, it cures. When another man handles it, it kills--sometimes. JENNIFER [naively: not yet taking it all in] Then why did you let Sir Ralph give it to Louis? RIDGEON. I'm going to tell you. I did it because I was in love with you. JENNIFER [innocently surprised] In lo-- You! elderly man! RIDGEON [thunderstruck, raising his fists to heaven] Dubedat: thou art avenged! [He drops his hands and collapses on the bench]. I never thought of that. I suppose I appear to you a ridiculous old fogey. JENNIFER. But surely--I did not mean to offend you, indeed--but you must be at least twenty years older than I am. RIDGEON. Oh, quite. More, perhaps. In twenty years you will understand how little difference that makes. JENNIFER. But even so, how could you think that I--his wife-
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