holding herself with that
unconscious royal bearing which had always distinguished her, but with
an expression of care and anxiety drawing her dark brows nearer
together as she bent over her book.
She knew that her mother had left her bed with the earliest peep of
summer dawn, and had met the two secretaries in her cabinet. There
they were busy for hours, and she had only returned to her bed just as
the household began to bestir itself.
"My child," she said to Cicely, "I am about to put my life into thy
keeping and that of this Talbot lad. If what he saith of this Langston
be sooth, I am again betrayed, fool that I was to expect aught else.
My life is spent in being betrayed. The fellow hath been a go-between
in all that hath passed between Babington and me. If he hath uttered it
to Walsingham, all is over with our hopes, and the window in whose
sunlight I have been basking is closed for ever! But something may yet
be saved. Something? What do I say?--The letters I hold here would
give colour for taking my life, ay, and Babington's and Curll's, and
many more. I trusted to have burnt them, but in this summer time there
is no coming by fire or candle without suspicion, and if I tore them
they might be pieced together, nay, and with addition. They must be
carried forth and made away with beyond the ken of Paulett and his
spies. Now, this lad hath some bowels of compassion and generous
indignation. Thou wilt see him again, alone and unsuspected, ere he
departs. Thou must deal with him to bear this packet away, and when he
is far out of reach to drop it into the most glowing fire, or the
deepest pool he can find. Tell him it may concern thy life and liberty,
and he will do it, but be not simple enough to say ought of Babington."
"He would be as like to do it for Babington as for any other," said Cis.
The Queen smiled and said, "Nineteen years old, and know thus little of
men."
"I know Humfrey at least," said Cis.
"Then deal with him after thy best knowledge, to make him convey away
this perilous matter ere a search come upon us. Do it we must, maiden,
not for thy poor mother's sake alone, but for that of many a faithful
spirit outside, and above all of poor Curll. Think of our Barbara!
Would that I could have sent her out of reach of our alarms and shocks,
but Paulett is bent on penning us together like silly birds in the net.
Still proofs will be wanting if thou canst get this youth to destroy
this
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