t to God."
"It wasn't the noise that woke me up," said Janet.
"It couldn't have been."
"You've been drinking!" said Janet, slowly.
Lise giggled.
"What's it to you, angel face!" she inquired. "Quiet down, now, and go
bye-bye."
Janet sprang from the bed, seized her by the shoulders, and shook her.
She was limp. She began to whimper.
"Cut it out--leave me go. It ain't nothing to you what I do--I just had a
highball."
Janet released her and drew back.
"I just had a highball--honest to God!"
"Don't say that again!" whispered Janet, fiercely.
"Oh, very well. For God's sake, go to bed and leave me alone--I can take
care of myself, I guess--I ain't nutty enough to hit the booze. But I
ain't like you--I've got to have a little fun to keep alive."
"A little fun!" Janet exclaimed. The phrase struck her sharply. A little
fun to keep alive!
With that same peculiar, cautious movement she had observed, Lise
approached a chair, and sank into it,--jerking her head in the direction
of the room where Hannah and Edward slept.
"D'you want to wake 'em up? Is that your game?" she asked, and began to
fumble at her belt. Overcoming with an effort a disgust amounting to
nausea, Janet approached her sister again, little by little undressing
her, and finally getting her into bed, when she immediately fell into a
profound slumber. Janet, too, got into bed, but sleep was impossible: the
odour lurked like a foul spirit in the darkness, mingling with the
stagnant, damp air that came in at the open window, fairly saturating her
with horror: it seemed the very essence of degradation. But as she lay on
the edge of the bed, shrinking from contamination, in the throes of
excitement inspired by an unnamed fear, she grew hot, she could feel and
almost hear the pounding of her heart. She rose, felt around in the
clammy darkness for her wrapper and slippers, gained the door, crept
through the dark hall to the dining-room, where she stealthily lit the
lamp; darkness had become a terror. A cockroach scurried across the
linoleum. The room was warm and close, it reeked with the smell of stale
food, but at least she found relief from that other odour. She sank down
on the sofa.
Her sister was drunk. That in itself was terrible enough, yet it was not
the drunkenness alone that had sickened Janet, but the suggestion of
something else. Where had Lise been? In whose company had she become
drunk? Of late, in contrast to a former commun
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