a.
MARY
I'm glad of that, John. I was frightened.
I couldn't bear to tamper with the past.
You don't know what it is, it's what's gone.
But if it really isn't gone at all, if it can be dug
up like that, why you don't know what
mightn't happen! I don't mind the future,
but if the past can come back like that....
O, don't, don't, John. Don't think of it.
It isn't canny. There's the children, John.
JOHN
Yes, yes, that's all right. It's only a little
ornament. I won't use it. And I tell you
I'm content. [Happily] It's no use to me.
MARY
I'm so glad you're content, John. Are you
really? Is there nothing that you'd have had
different? I sometimes thought you'd rather
that Jane had been a boy.
JOHN
Not a bit of it. Well, I may have at the
time, but Arthur's good enough for me.
MARY
I'm so glad. And there's nothing you ever
regret at all?
JOHN
Nothing. And you? Is there nothing you
regret, Mary?
MARY
Me? Oh, no. I still think that sofa would
have been better green, but you would have
it red.
JOHN
Yes, so I would. No, there's nothing I
regret.
MARY
I don't suppose there's many men can say
that.
JOHN
No, I don't suppose they can. They're
not all married to you. I don't suppose
many of them can.
[MARY smiles.]
MARY
I should think that very few could say
that they regretted nothing... very few
in the whole world.
JOHN
Well, I won't say nothing.
MARY
What is it you regret, John?
JOHN
Well, there is one thing.
MARY
And what is that?
JOHN
One thing has rankled a bit.
MARY
Yes, John?
JOHN
O, it's nothing, it's nothing worth
mentioning. But it rankled for years.
MARY
What was it, John?
JOHN
O, it seems silly to mention it. It was
nothing.
MARY
But what?
JOHN
O, well, if you want to know, it was once
when I missed a train. I don't mind missing
a train, but it was the way the porter pushed
me out of the way. He pushed me by the
face. I couldn't hit back, because, well, you
know what lawyers make of it; I might have
been ruined. So it just rankled. It was years
ago before we married.
MARY
Pushed you by the face. Good gracious!
JOHN
Yes, I'd like to have caught that train in
spite of him. I sometimes think of it still.
Silly of me, isn't it?
MARY
What a brute of a man.
JOHN
O, I suppose he was doing his silly duty.
But it rankled.
MARY
He'd no right to do any such thing! He'd
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