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sent circumstances, and had been built for future accommodations. Still, Harry couldn't help wondering. And now, on this particular afternoon, he sat on the bank of the little river which ran through the valley, feeling the mid-summer sun beating down upon his forehead and staring down at the eddying current with its ripples and reflections. _Ripples and reflections...._ Dr. Manschoff had answered his questions well, yet new questions had arisen. Most people didn't go crazy any more, the doctor had explained, and so there were very few treatment centers such as this. _Question: Why were there any at all?_ A place like this cost a fortune to staff and maintain. In an age where living-space and areable acreage was at such a premium, why waste this vast and fertile expanse? And in a society more and more openly committed to the policy of promoting the greatest good for the greatest number, why bother about the fate of an admittedly insignificant group of mentally disturbed patients? Not that Harry resented his situation; in fact, it was almost too good to be true. _Question: Was it too good to be true?_ Why, come to realize it, he'd seen less than a dozen other patients during his entire stay here! All of them were male, and all of them--apparently--were recovering from a condition somewhat similar to his own. At least, he'd recognized the same reticence and diffidence when it came to exchanging more than a perfunctory greeting in an encounter in an outer corridor. At the time, he'd accepted their unwillingness to communicate; welcomed and understood it because of _his_ condition. And that in itself wasn't what he questioned now. But why were there so _few_ patients beside himself? Why were they all males? And why weren't _they_ roaming the countryside now the way he was? So many staff-members and so few patients. So much room and luxury and freedom, and so little use of it. So little apparent purpose to it all. _Question: Was there a hidden purpose?_ Harry stared down into the ripples and reflections, and the sun was suddenly intolerably hot, its glare on the water suddenly blinding and bewildering. He saw his face mirrored on the water's surface, and it was not the familiar countenance he knew--the features were bloated, distorted, shimmering and wavering. Maybe it was starting all over again. Maybe he was getting another one of those headaches. Maybe he was going to lose control again
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