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there is nothing to regret." "Nothing to regret!" Unbelief was in his gaze. "Ah! We mustn't talk about it--but can't you see--can't you understand?" She leaned over him, giving him her eyes, letting him look to the very depths he had once wanted to explore. He saw love there, and joy in love, but as well the will to renounce gladly--and no lurking shadow to say that she had bravely lied. "Do you believe--that I am not unhappy and will not be?" "I can't understand. But I have to believe. I am glad to believe." He closed his eyes and relaxed his tired body, to learn that the wound was throbbing sharply. But that was a little thing. She sat beside him, her face turned again to the sunlight. Once she reached out and touched his hand caressingly; he caught hers and clung to it as though he could not let it go. It was not a long silence. But it was long enough. In those few minutes he went up out of the valley again and stood with her on another mount. And to him, too, came the free will to renounce; and understanding. Sorrow abode with him still, an exquisite pang that was to leave a lasting scar. But in his heart glowed a strange fire--as if for some splendid victory--lighted only for that hour, it may be, but revealing to him what he had found; a love that had not failed, that asked nothing, able to triumph over all things, even itself. It was so he had dreamed love might be. He was glad he had found it. He was glad of the cup it had put to his lips. He was the richer for her. He would be the richer for seeing her go. He hoped that the sorrow would never quite pass out of his heart, that the love would never shrink to a mere memory. He lifted shining eyes to hers. "Now I understand! Some things aren't worth all they cost. What I wanted last night is one of them. But this--I would not be without it, even though--" "Nor would I." Tears were gemming her eyes once more. But they were not sorrowful tears and they did not fall. It was time for her to go. The hands that had not ceased to cling fell apart. She went slowly across the room. At the door she lingered a moment, looking back. Through the streaming mist he saw her face, bright in the white glory of renunciation. She smiled . . . and was gone. . . . The same brightness was upon him. But he did not know that. He stood on the mount to which she had led him, still seeing her. And still there were no regrets. To
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