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and the Hall was quite a cheerful centre in the village. Visitors came and went, and Agatha and her sisters were asked up there more frequently than they cared to go. Agatha still possessed Alick's confidence. He would come to her for advice, as most people did, but yet would never touch upon his serious difficulty; and she sometimes wondered if the cupboard's secret was no longer a trouble to him. 'Do you think I am leading a lazy life?' he asked her one day, when he met her walking out and insisted upon accompanying her home. 'I think you are. It is always a pity when young men have enough income to live independently without any responsibility attaching to their wealth.' 'I am not wealthy,' he responded quickly. 'I have just enough to live upon. What do you think of Roger? He is as idle as I at present.' 'I think not. He helps his father with the property, which is a large one, and if anything happened to Major Lester he would have his hands full.' Alick laughed a little hardly. 'Lucky fellow! So if I were in his shoes you would not find fault with me!' 'I think,' said Agatha gently, 'that each one of us ought to realize that we are not placed in this world to live for ourselves. There is so much to do for others who need our help. You are young now, and have life stretching out in front of you. Do not waste it, do not have to acknowledge when your life is over that no one will have been the better for your existence.' 'Would you have one sink one's own individuality in the lives of others, like some of our great philanthropists?' 'No, our first duty is to ourselves. I think too many in the present day rush into work of all sorts, trying to please and satisfy others at the expense of their own peace and satisfaction, and that is wrong.' 'I don't understand you.' 'I mean this. We have two lives: the outer one which every one sees, and the inner one which only God and ourselves know about. Our inner life is the more important one of the two, is it not? For it is the spiritual part of us that is immortal. First let us satisfy and ensure the safety of our own souls, before we seek to satisfy the hungry and thirsty ones around us. And then if our inner life is adjusted rightly--is in touch (shall I say?) with its Maker--the helping others becomes a pleasure as well as a necessity.' Alick did not reply, and Agatha delicately turned the subject; but her words made him ponder muc
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