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eft her. She saw him a moment later cross the garden, and flee away across the fields. She knew she had seen that gray figure and jaunty gray hat for the last time; but she hardly thought of him. She felt she might be sorry for him presently, but not now. The suspense was over. The sense of relief was too overwhelming to admit of any other feeling at first. She dropped on her knees beside the writing-table, and locked her hands together. "_He told_," she whispered to herself. "Thank God! Thank God!" Two happy tears dropped onto Mr. Alwynn's old leather blotting-book, that worn cradle of many sermons. Was this the same world? Was this the same sun which was shining in upon her? What new songs were the birds practising outside? A strange wonderful joy seemed to pervade the very air she breathed, to flood her inmost soul. She had faced her troubles fairly well, but at this new great happiness she did not dare to look; and with a sudden involuntary gesture she hid her face in her hands. It would be rash to speculate too deeply on the nature of Dare's reflections as he hurried back to Atherstone; but perhaps, under the very real pang of parting with Ruth, he was sustained by a sense of the magnanimity of what, had he put it into words, he would have called his attitude, and possibly also by a lurking conviction, which had assisted his determination to resign her that life at Vandon, after the episode of the American wife's arrival, would be a social impossibility, especially to one anxious and suited to shine in society. Be that how it may, whatever had happened to influence him most of the chance emotion of the moment, it would be tolerably certain that in a few hours he would be sorry for what he had done. He was still, however, in a state of mental exaltation when he reached Atherstone, and began fumbling nervously with the garden-gate. Charles, who had been stalking up and down the bowling-green, went slowly towards him. "What on earth do you mean by going off in that way?" he asked, coldly. "Ah!" said Dare, perceiving him, "and she--the--is she gone?" "Yes, half an hour ago. Your dog-cart has come back from taking her to the station, and is here now." Dare nodded his head several times, and stood looking at him. "I have been to Slumberleigh," he said. "Yes, contrary to agreement." "My friend," Dare said, seizing the friend's limp, unresponsive hand and pressing it, "I know now why you keep sile
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