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the practice is thoroughly demoralizing to my self-respect and to my progress. I am going to give it up." "I suppose you must give it up if it affects you like that," responded Selma drily. "I don't see exactly why it should." "It may seem foolish to you, but I am unable to put my ventures out of my mind. The consequences of loss would be so serious to me that I suppose my imagination becomes unduly active and apprehensive. Also, I find myself eager to secure large gains. I must renounce Aladdin's lamp from this day forth, my dear, and trust to my legitimate business for my income." Selma folded her hands and looked grave. "It's disappointing that you feel so just when we are beginning to get on, Wilbur." "I have realized, Selma, that you have enjoyed and--er--been made happier by the freedom to spend which this extra money has afforded you. But I know, when you reflect, you will understand that I am right, and that it would be disastrous to both of us if I were to continue to do what I believe demoralizing. It is a mortification to me to ask you to retrench, but I said to myself that Selma would be the first to insist on our doing so if she knew my feelings, and it makes me happy to be sure of your approval." Littleton spoke with a tender plaintiveness which betrayed that in his secret soul he was less confident on this score than his words declared, or than he himself supposed. "Of course," he added, earnestly, "I shall hope that it will not make much difference. My business is slowly, but steadily, improving, and I am doing more this year than last. I am bending all my energies on my plans for Wetmore College. If I win in that competition, I shall make a reputation and a respectable commission." "You have been on those plans three months." "Yes, and shall not finish them for another two. I wish to do my best work, and I shall be glad not to hear quotations of the ticker in my brain. You desire me to be thorough, surely, Selma _mia_?" "Oh, yes. Only, you know people very often spoil things by pottering over them." "I never potter. I reject because I am dissatisfied rather than offer a design which does not please me, but I do not waste my time." "Call it over-conscientiousness then. I wish you to do your best work, of course, but one can't expect to do best work invariably. Everything was going so nicely that you must perceive it will be inconvenient to have to economize as we did before." L
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