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You once more kindled in my heart a love of life by instilling a love of vengeance. You suggested to me the idea of coming back here boldly, and confronting the world proudly." "Do not mistake me, Nina," said the Princess, "the 'Vendetta' was the last thing in my thoughts. I was too deeply concerned for you to be turned away from my object by any distracting influence. It was that you should give a bold denial--the boldest--to your husband's calumny, I counselled your return. My advice was: Disregard, and, by disregarding, deny the foul slander he has invented. Go back to the world in the rank that is yours and that you never forfeited, and then challenge him to oppose your claim to it." "And do you think that for such a consideration as this--the honor to bear the name of a man I loathe--that I 'd face that world I know so well? No, no; believe me, I had very different reasons. I was resolved that my future life, _my_ name, _his_ name, should gain a European notoriety. I am well aware that when a woman is made a public talk, when once her name comes sufficiently often before the world, let it be for what you will,--her beauty, her will, her extravagance, her dress,--from that hour her fame is perilled, and the society she has overtopped take their vengeance in slandering her character. To be before the world as a woman is to be arraigned. If ever there was a man who dreaded such a destiny for his wife, it was _he_. The impertinences of the Press had greater terrors for his heart than aught else in life, and I resolved that he should taste them." "How have you mistaken, how have you misunderstood me, Nina!" said the Princess, sorrowfully. "Not so," cried she, eagerly. "You only saw one advantage in the plan you counselled. _I_ perceived that it contained a double benefit." "But remember, dearest Nina, revenge is the most costly of all pleasures, if one pays for it with all that they possess--their tranquillity. I myself might have indulged such thoughts as yours; there were many points alike in our fortunes: but to have followed such a course would be like the wisdom of one who inoculates himself with a deadly malady that he may impart the poison to another." "Must I again tell you that in all I have done I cared less how it might serve _me_ than how it might wound _him?_ I know you cannot understand this sentiment; I do not ask of you to sympathize with it. _Your_ talents enabled you to shape out a high an
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