hat this is the very glory of the Creator, the very life
Christ brought into the world, the life He lived, and the very life Christ
wants to lift us up to in its entire dependence on the Father. The very
secret of the Christ-life is this: such a consciousness of God's presence
that whether it was Judas, who came to betray Him, or Caiaphas, who
condemned Him unjustly, or Pilate, who gave Him up to be crucified, the
presence of the Father was upon Him, and within Him, and around Him, and
man could not touch His spirit. And that is what God wants to be to you and
to me. Does not all your anxious restlessness, and futile effort, prove
that you have not let God do His work? God is drawing you to Himself.
This is not your own wish, and the stirring of your own heart, but the
everlasting Divine magnet is drawing you. These restless yearnings and
thirstings, remember, are the work of God. Come and be still, and wait upon
God. He will reveal Himself.
And how am I to wait on God? In answer I would say: first of all, in prayer
take more time to be still before God without saying one word. What is, in
prayer, the most important thing? That I catch the ear of Him to whom I
speak. We are not ready to offer our petition until we are fully conscious
of having secured the attention of God. You tell me you know all that. Yes,
you know it; but you need to have your heart filled by the Holy Spirit with
the holy consciousness that the everlasting, almighty God is indeed come
very near you. The loving one is longing to have you for His own. Be still
before God, and wait, and say: "Oh, God, take possession. Reveal Thyself,
not to my thoughts or imaginations, but by the solemn, awe-bringing,
soul-subduing consciousness that God is shining upon me bring me to the
place of dependence and humility."
Prayer may be indeed waiting upon God, but there is a great deal of prayer
that is not waiting upon God. Waiting on God is the first and the best
beginning for prayer. When we bow in the humble, silent acknowledgment
of God's glory and nearness, ere we begin to pray there will be the very
blessing that we often get only at the end. From the very beginning I come
face to face with God; I am in touch with the everlasting omnipotence of
love and I know my God will bless me. Let us never be afraid to be still
before God; we shall then carry that stillness into our work; and when we
go to church on Sunday, or to the prayer-meeting on week-days, it will be
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