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ll his defences, man, suffering from a foul dyspepsia, with a nervous system in the latest stages of exhaustion, and a reeling brain, survived by reason of his power to go on making courage. Little heroic as (in the then general state of petty competition) his deeds appeared to be, there never had yet been a time when man in bulk was more courageous, for there never had yet been a time when he had more need to be. Signs were not wanting that this desperate state of things had caught the eyes of the community. A little sect---'" Mr. Stone stopped; his eyes had again tumbled over the bottom edge; he moved hurriedly towards the desk. Just as his hand removed a stone and took up a third sheet, Cecilia cried out: "Father!" Mr. Stone stopped, and turned towards her. His daughter saw that he had gone quite pink; her annoyance vanished. "Father! About that girl---" Mr. Stone seemed to reflect. "Yes, yes," he said. "I don't think Bianca likes her coming here." Mr. Stone passed his hand across his brow. "Forgive me for reading to you, my dear," he said; "it's a great relief to me at times." Cecilia went close to him, and refrained with difficulty from taking up the tasselled cord. "Of course, dear," she said: "I quite understand that." Mr. Stone looked full in her face, and before a gaze which seemed to go through her and see things the other side, Cecilia dropped her eyes. "It is strange," he said, "how you came to be my daughter!" To Cecilia, too, this had often seemed a problem. "There is a great deal in atavism," said Mr. Stone, "that we know nothing of at present." Cecilia cried with heat, "I do wish you would attend a minute, Father; it's really an important matter," and she turned towards the window, tears being very near her eyes. The voice of Mr. Stone said humbly: "I will try, my dear." But Cecilia thought: 'I must give him a good lesson. He really is too self-absorbed'; and she did not move, conveying by the posture of her shoulders how gravely she was vexed. She could see nursemaids wheeling babies towards the Gardens, and noted their faces gazing, not at the babies, but, uppishly, at other nursemaids, or, with a sort of cautious longing, at men who passed. How selfish they looked! She felt a little glow of satisfaction that she was making this thin and bent old man behind her conscious of his egoism. 'He will know better another time,' she thought. Suddenly she heard a whistli
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