Poussin clasped her in his arms.
"He loves me no longer!" thought Gillette, when she was once more alone.
She regretted her promise. But before long she fell a prey to an anguish
far more cruel than her regret; and she struggled vainly to drive forth
a terrible fear which forced its way into her mind. She felt that she
loved him less as the suspicion rose in her heart that he was less
worthy than she had thought him.
CHAPTER II
Three months after the first meeting of Porbus and Poussin, the former
went to see Maitre Frenhofer. He found the old man a prey to one of
those deep, self-developed discouragements, whose cause, if we are to
believe the mathematicians of health, lies in a bad digestion, in the
wind, in the weather, in some swelling of the intestines, or else,
according to casuists, in the imperfections of our moral nature; the
fact being that the good man was simply worn out by the effort to
complete his mysterious picture. He was seated languidly in a large
oaken chair of vast dimensions covered with black leather; and without
changing his melancholy attitude he cast on Porbus the distant glance of
a man sunk in absolute dejection.
"Well, maitre," said Porbus, "was the distant ultra-marine, for which
you journeyed to Brussels, worthless? Are you unable to grind a new
white? Is the oil bad, or the brushes restive?"
"Alas!" cried the old man, "I thought for one moment that my work was
accomplished; but I must have deceived myself in some of the details. I
shall have no peace until I clear up my doubts. I am about to travel;
I go to Turkey, Asia, Greece, in search of models. I must compare my
picture with various types of Nature. It may be that I have up _there_,"
he added, letting a smile of satisfaction flicker on his lip, "Nature
herself. At times I am half afraid that a brush may wake this woman, and
that she will disappear from sight."
He rose suddenly, as if to depart at once. "Wait," exclaimed Porbus.
"I have come in time to spare you the costs and fatigues of such a
journey."
"How so?" asked Frenhofer, surprised.
"Young Poussin is beloved by a woman whose incomparable beauty is
without imperfection. But, my dear master, if he consents to lend her to
you, at least you must let us see your picture."
The old man remained standing, motionless, in a state bordering on
stupefaction. "What!" he at last exclaimed, mournfully. "Show my
creature, my spouse?--tear off the veil with which
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