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ould not go on. She laid her hand on his sleeve, dazzling and white with its rings in the lamplight. "It won't come as we suppose. I didn't mean to say this to you, but you've made me. Soon, soon, all will be over, and we shall all, all be at peace, and suffer no more." "I don't understand," he said, understanding her. "You asked when? Soon. And I shan't live through it. Don't interrupt me!" and she made haste to speak. "I know it; I know for certain. I shall die; and I'm very glad I shall die, and release myself and you." Tears dropped from her eyes; he bent down over her hand and began kissing it, trying to hide his emotion, which, he knew, had no sort of grounds, though he could not control it. "Yes, it's better so," she said, tightly gripping his hand. "That's the only way, the only way left us." He had recovered himself, and lifted his head. "How absurd! What absurd nonsense you are talking!" "No, it's the truth." "What, what's the truth?" "That I shall die. I have had a dream." "A dream?" repeated Vronsky, and instantly he recalled the peasant of his dream. "Yes, a dream," she said. "It's a long while since I dreamed it. I dreamed that I ran into my bedroom, that I had to get something there, to find out something; you know how it is in dreams," she said, her eyes wide with horror; "and in the bedroom, in the corner, stood something." "Oh, what nonsense! How can you believe..." But she would not let him interrupt her. What she was saying was too important to her. "And the something turned round, and I saw it was a peasant with a disheveled beard, little, and dreadful looking. I wanted to run away, but he bent down over a sack, and was fumbling there with his hands..." She showed how he had moved his hands. There was terror in her face. And Vronsky, remembering his dream, felt the same terror filling his soul. "He was fumbling and kept talking quickly, quickly in French, you know: _Il faut le battre, le fer, le brayer, le petrir_.... And in my horror I tried to wake up, and woke up...but woke up in the dream. And I began asking myself what it meant. And Korney said to me: 'In childbirth you'll die, ma'am, you'll die....' And I woke up." "What nonsense, what nonsense!" said Vronsky; but he felt himself that there was no conviction in his voice. "But don't let's talk of it. Ring the bell, I'll have tea. And stay a little now; it's not long I shall..
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