s and the winds sang together. There was a new heaven and a
new earth! "O Stella!" was all he said.
She lay still; she had no strength. But soon she found faint voice:
"O Lawrence, I am so weak! You must help me to do right."
"Help you!" he cried, piteously. "Help the angels of light! O Stella,
Stella! Don't trust in me. I have no goodness but yours, no right but
you. I had rather the tide would rise over us here, than have to go
away from you."
She sobbed, then turned her head with a long, long breath, and slowly,
steadily, with weak, limp fingers began to loosen his clasp and raise
herself up. He let her go. The world seemed slipping from him; the
shadows of night fell about him. They sat side by side and looked at
each other.
"Is there no way?" he asked.
"No,--no way but one."
She tried to stanch her tears, but they would flow.
"Don't cry, don't cry!" he besought. "I can't bear that."
"Oh, never mind," she replied. "It's a relief to cry; I am not
altogether unhappy. It is very bitter at first, and chokes me."
She bowed her face a moment, then lifted it and went on, with the
tears in her eyes and voice:
"No; there is only one way. Even if it were easier, I could not thrust
her out, I should hate myself if I did; you yourself would despise me.
If we could enter heaven by shutting the door upon her, could we be
happy walking together in the golden streets? Would not the thought of
her wandering in outer darkness come in and torment us and make us
afraid? I do not grudge her,--at least, at least----" Her voice
faltered, but rose again. "I ought not. I do pity her with all my
heart. If I should take away the only good she has, would it not turn
to my curse?"
They had risen and stood on the sand. His eyes were bent upon her; her
words played on him like the winds on a harp.
"Do right; do right?" he exclaimed. "Whatever you do or say is right
to me."
Her head dropped. She lifted her hands; she spoke brokenly.
"Do not speak so; help me; I am weak too."
He caught her hands.
"Forgive me,--I will, I will, I know I could die for you. Can I not
live and endure for your sake? Look up! look up."
She looked up and smiled through tears. He held her hands fast, she
stepped upon the low rock and stood upon his level.
"Why should we mourn?" she cried. "Have we not the best things?"
Her eyes turned from him and looked out across the sea. And her
thoughts went on beyond sea, and land, and sun.
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