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ng years after! While, as for lips.... Something crossed her reflections, just on the crux of them--their most critical point of all. "There!" said she. "Did you hear that? I knew we should have thunder." But Mr. Pellew had heard nothing and was incredulous. He verified his incredulity, going to the window to look out. "Blue sky all round!" said he. "Must have been a cart!" He went back to his seat, and the explanation passed muster. Miss Dickenson picked up her problem, with that last perplexity hanging to it. No, it was no use!--- that equable deportment of Sir Hamilton and Philippa remained a mystery to her. She, however--mere single Miss Dickenson--could not of course guess how these two would see themselves, looking back, with all the years between of a growing Gwen and Adrian; to her, it was just the lapse of so much time, nothing more--a year or so over the time she had known Philippa. For Romeo and Juliet were metaphors out of date when she came on the scene, and Philippa was a Countess. She was irritated by the inability she felt to comment freely on these views of the position. It would have been easier--she saw this--to do so had Mr. Pellew gone back to his chair, instead of sitting down again beside her on the sofa. It was her own fault perhaps, because she could not have sworn this time that she had not seemed to make room. That unhappy sex--the female one--lives under orders to bristle with incessant safeguards against misinterpretation. Heaven only knows--or should we not rather say, Hell only knows?--what latitudes have claimed "encouragement" as their excuse! That lady in Browning's poem never should have looked at the gentleman so, had she meant he should not love her. So _he_ said! But suppose she saw a fly on his nose--how then? Therefore it would never have done for Miss Dickenson to go into close analysis of the problems suggested by the meeting of two undoubted _fiances_ of years long past, and the inexplicable self-command with which they looked the present in the face. She had to be content with saying:--"Of course we know nothing of the intentions of Providence. But it's no use pretending that it would not feel very--queer." She had to clothe this word with a special emphasis, and backed it with an implied contortion due to teeth set on edge. She added:--"All I know is, I'm very glad it wasn't _me_." After which she was clearly not responsible if the topic continued. Mr. Pellew to
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