"So you didn't like my friends, Jim," she ventured.
"Yes, I did."
"I was afraid they might have shocked you."
He said drily: "It isn't a case of being shocked. It's more like being
bored."
"Oh. My friends bore you?"
"Their morals do.... Is Ilse that sort, too?"
"That sort?"
"You know what I mean."
"I suppose she is."
"Not inclined to bother herself with the formalities of marriage?"
"I suppose not."
"It's a mischievous, ridiculous, immoral business!" he said hotly.
"Why, to look at you--at Ilse--at Miss Lanois----"
"We don't look like very immoral people, do we?" she said, laughingly.
The light raillery in her laughter angered him, and he released her
and began to pace the room nervously.
"See here, Palla," he said roughly, "suppose I accept you at your own
valuation!"
"I value myself very highly, Jim."
"So do I. That's why I ask you to marry me."
"And I tell you I don't believe in marriage," she rejoined coolly.
"A magistrate can marry us----"
"It makes no difference. A ceremony, civil or religious, is entirely
out of the question."
"You mean," he said, incensed, "that you refuse to be married by any
law at all?"
"My own law is sufficient."
"Well--well, then," he stammered; "--what--what sort of procedure----"
"None."
"You're crazy," he said; "_you_ wouldn't do that!"
"If I were in love with you I'd not be afraid."
Her calm candour infuriated him:
"Do you imagine that you and I could ever get away with a situation
like that!" he blazed out.
"Why do you become so irritable and excited, Jim? We're not going to
try----"
"Damnation! I should think not!" he retorted, so violently that her
mouth quivered. But she kept her head averted until the swift emotion
was under control.
Then she said in a low voice: "If you really think me immoral, Jim, I
can understand your manner toward me. Otherwise----"
"Palla, dear! Forgive me! I'm just worried sick----"
"You funny boy," she said with her quick, frank smile, "I didn't mean
to worry you. Listen! It's all quite simple. I care for you very much
indeed. I don't mind your--caressing--me--sometimes. But I'm not in
love. I just care a lot for you.... But not nearly enough to love
you."
"Palla, you're hopeless!"
"Why? Because I am so respectful toward love? Of course I am. A girl
who believes as I do can't afford to make a mistake."
"Exactly," he said eagerly, "but under the law, if a mistake is made
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