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e earth from whence the waters come. When all the world outside lay dead and bare, Hidden Water flowed more freely, and its garden lived on untouched. Never had Hardy seen it more peaceful, and as he climbed the Indian steps and stood beneath the elder, where _Chupa Rosa_ had built her tiny nest his heart leapt suddenly as he remembered Lucy. Here they had sat together in the first gladness of her coming, reading his forgotten verse and watching the eagle's flight; only for that one time, and then the fight with the sheep had separated them. He reached up and plucked a spray of elder blossoms to send her for a keep-sake--and then like a blow he remembered the forget-me-not! From that same garden he had fetched her a forget-me-not for repentance, and then forgotten her for Kitty. Who but Lucy could have left the little book of poems, or treasured a flower so long to give it back at parting? And yet in his madness he had forgotten her! He searched wistfully among the rocks for another forget-me-not, but the hot breath of the drought had killed them. As he climbed slowly down the stone steps he mused upon some poem to take the place of the flowers that were dead, but the spirit of the drought was everywhere. The very rocks themselves, burnt black by centuries of sun, were painted with Indian prayers for rain. A thousand times he had seen the sign, hammered into the blasted rocks--the helix, that mystic symbol of the ancients, a circle, ever widening, never ending,--and wondered at the fate of the vanished people who had prayed to the Sun for rain. The fragments of their sacrificial _ollas_ lay strewn among the bowlders, but the worshippers were dead; and now a stranger prayed to his own God for rain. As he sat at his desk that night writing to Lucy about the drought, the memory of those Indian signs came upon him suddenly and, seizing a fresh sheet of paper, he began to write. At the second stanza he paused, planned out his rhymes and hurried on again, but just as his poem seemed finished, he halted at the last line. Wrestle as he would he could not finish it--the rhymes were against him--it would not come right. Ah, that is what sets the artist apart from all the under-world of dreamers--his genius endures to the end; but the near-poet struggles like a bee limed in his own honey. What a confession of failure it was to send away--a poem unfinished, or finished wrong! And yet--the unfinished poem was like him. How of
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