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now all there is to know. What can quell my loneliness? Another like me, another _Marl_--whatever a _Marl_ is. I must have, must find another _Marl_." I began to search. I darted frantically about space like a frightened thing, though I could perceive no movement. I knew I passed from one area of space to another because I could measure slight changes in the position of the stars about me. I knew the points of light were _stars_. There was duration. I could not know how much. Eternity? A split second? But at last I discovered another like me. No, almost like me, but another _Marl_. The other entity had less of reason, more emotion. It was frightened and lonely. The _Marl's_ whole existence was that of sickness--of loneliness, which is fear. The _Marl_ was darting about madly, seeking, seeking a thing like itself. What was it, like me but different? As I came in, I measured our similarity and differences. Rationally we were identical, or almost so. Emotionally we were different, vastly different. "_Marls_ appear to exist as rationale and emotion," I reasoned. "Beyond that I cannot go." The other _Marl_ perceived me, darted frantically toward me, then slowed. We came together, touched like--_like two cautious fish meeting in a dark pool and touching mouths to substantiate identical species_. The other _Marl_ was satisfied with my identity. It leaped frantically at me, raced around me, through me, finally stopped, pervading me, while _vibrating_ in sheer relief and happiness. I felt the great fear-loneliness in the other _Marl_ begin to recede and in its place came an almost overpowering euphoria. It was _contentment_, and it stemmed from the basic emotion _love_. I knew this at once. I suddenly realized that I too was relieved, that I was no longer sick with fear-loneliness. It was good, this existing of the other within me or simultaneously with me. Or was it I within the other? It sated our fear emotion and made, created a love-euphoria. "I am happy I found you," I communicated. "I was lonely for another _Marl_. You are a _Marl_?" The other hesitated, thinking. "No. I am _Pat_. I am different from you. But it is chiefly emotional. It is good." "You are a _Pat_," I returned in disappointment. "I had hoped to find another _Marl_." "Don't be disappointed," the _Pat_ soothed. "We are alike, really. Almost so. Like--like flame and gas are both substance yet different. We are two types of the same thing.
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