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earch of this old love before his wife had been a week in her grave. He makes no secret of his relief. 'The sense that I am free is turning my brain with joy,' he confesses. 'I say it because I feel it. I am aware that it is in very bad taste, but that doesn't make it the less true. Do you suppose people are never glad when their relations die? They are--very often; they can't help it; only they pretend they are not, because it seems so shocking. I don't pretend--at least, I need not pretend to you. The fault is not always--not all--on the side of the survivors, Hannah. I don't think I am any worse than those who pretend a grief that they don't feel. I was never unkind to her--never in my life, that I can remember. I did not kill her; I would have kept her alive as long as I possibly could. I think--I hope--that if I could have saved her by the sacrifice of my own life, I should have done it without a single moment's hesitation.' 'I am sure you would,' said Hannah. 'But,' he continued, with that unwonted fire blazing in his eyes, 'since dead she is, I _am_ glad--I am, I am! I am glad as a man who has been kept in prison is to be let out. It is not my fault; I would be sorry if I could. Some day, Hannah--some day, when we have been dust for a few hundred years--perhaps for a few score only--people will wake up to see how stupid it is to drive a man to be glad when his wife is dead. They are finding out so many things; they will find that out too in time.' Probably it will still appear to many that Delavel's admission was at least indelicate and inconsistent with his chivalrous nature. It is not here possible to convey an adequate impression of his fiery spirit, his long heart-hunger, and the magnitude of the loss which a wholly uncongenial marriage must ever mean to such a man. When the full story of his life and that of his quietly 'implacable' wife is read, his conduct seems natural and excusable. It is as much a part of himself as the tremulous tenderness with which he ministers to the comfort of the frail Constance Bethune, after finding and bringing her home, or as his fierce grief when she dies. Another very human spectacle that illustrates the author's method is the reunion of Betty and Rutherford Ochiltree--the frank selfishness of their mutual joy while the poor woman who had been an unconscious barrier between them lie
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