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f separateness, Esther was very much absorbed in her work. Not seeking, like most of the others, to pass a good examination, but studying in the love of learning, and with a far-off ideal of attainment in her mind with which she hoped one day to meet Pitt, and satisfy if not equal him. I think she hardly knew this motive at work; however, it _was_ at work, and a powerful motive too. And lastly, Esther was a 'favourite.' No help for it; she was certainly a favourite, the girls pronounced, and some of them had the candour to add that they did not see how she could help it, or how Miss Fairbairn could help it either. 'Girls, she has every right to be a favourite,' one of them set forth. 'Nobody has a right to be a favourite!' was the counter cry. 'But think, she never does anything wrong.' 'Stupid!' 'Well, she never breaks rules, does she?' 'No.' 'And she always has her lessons perfect as perfect can be.' 'So do some other people.' 'And her drawings are capital.' 'That's her nature; she has a talent for drawing; she cannot help it. She just _cannot help_ it, Sarah Simpson. That's no credit.' 'Then she is the best Bible scholar in the house, except Miss Fairbairn herself.' 'Ah! There you've got it. That's just it. She is one of Miss Fairbairn's kind. But everybody can't be like that!' cried the objector. 'I, for instance. I don't care so much for the Bible, you see; and _you_ don't if you'll tell the truth; and most of us don't. It's an awful bore, that's what it is, all this eternal Bible work! and I don't think it's fair. It isn't what _I_ came here for, I know. My father didn't think he was sending me to a Sunday school.' 'Miss Fairbairn takes care you should learn something else besides Bible, Belle Linders, to do her justice.' 'Well, she's like all the rest, she has favourites, and Esther Gainsborough is one of 'em, and there ought to be no favourites. I tell you, she puts me out, that's what she does. If I am sent out of the room on an errand, I am sure to hit my foot against something, just because _she_ never stumbles; and the door falls out of my hand and makes a noise, just because I am thinking how it behaves for her. She just puts me out, I give you my word. It confuses me in my recitations, to know that _she_ has the answer ready, if I miss; and as for drawing, it's no use to try, because she will be sure to do it better. There ought to be no such thing as favourites!' There
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