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sighed, "she is very odd." Then she added, "Don't you let her know that I asked you about her letters." "No," said Boyne. His audience was apparently at an end, but he seemed still to have something on his mind. "Momma," he began afresh. "Well?" she answered, a little impatiently. "Nothing. Only I got to thinking, Is a person able to control their--their fancies?" "Fancies about what?" "Oh, I don't know. About falling in love." Boyne blushed. "Why do you want to know? You musn't think about such things, a boy like you! It's a great pity that you ever knew anything about that Bittridge business. It's made you too bold. But it seems to have been meant to drag us down and humiliate us in every way." "Well, I didn't try to know anything about it," Boyne retorted. "No, that's true," his mother did him the justice to recognize. "Well, what is it you want to know?" Boyne was too hurt to answer at once, and his mother had to coax him a little. She did it sweetly, and apologized to him for saying what she had said. After all, he was the youngest, and her baby still. Her words and caresses took effect at last, and he stammered out, "Is everybody so, or is it only the Kentons that seem to be always putting--well, their affections--where it's perfectly useless?" His mother pushed him from her. "Boyne, are you silly about that ridiculous old Miss Rasmith?" "No!" Boyne shouted, savagely, "I'm NOT!" "Who is it, then?" "I sha'n't tell you!" Boyne said, and tears of rage and shame came into his eyes. XXI. In his exile from his kindred, for it came practically to that, Boyne was able to add a fine gloom to the state which he commonly observed with himself when he was not giving way to his morbid fancies or his morbid fears, and breaking down in helpless subjection to the nearest member of his household. Lottie was so taken up with her student that she scarcely quarrelled with him any more, and they had no longer those moments of union in which they stood together against the world. His mother had cast him off, as he felt, very heartlessly, though it was really because she could not give his absurdities due thought in view of the hopeful seriousness of Ellen's affair, and Boyne was aware that his father at the best of times was ignorant of him when he was not impatient of him. These were not the best of times with Judge Kenton, and Boyne was not the first object of his impatience. In the last an
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